a year of constant fears, worries and depression is finally coming to an end. i'm so. tired but happy. i want to draw again, i want to go back to my routines. i'm so relieved. god

still being cautious but i think.... my worries... are finally over 🙏 i think i can finally move. jesus fucking christ

moving is so evil. so many boxes

i miss aevar :(

medical tomorrow ~_~ awawawa. and then later. guh. so much happening

kitty doing okay at parents 🫶 my angel. i'll be back to her soon

sitting and tearing up. auuu. she will be with my parents but my heart aches away from her. which is silly because she doesn't even care me like that. i would stay w her and aevar all the time if i could.........

i hate leaving kitty :(

and also to go to IMPORTANT SCHEDULES hello. i'll be back!!!!

walked a lot today and came back to pc broken again. it's okay i can draw and finish comms today which is good.... then i'll fix it. the worst pc alive

i really love walking everywhere i could walk for hours. im gonna miss it.....

good morning everynyan. shopping/walking and then working todayyyy

wrote these kinda crazy because i just packed up so many boxes. kitty can sense it i think. i hope she can adjust to all of our new homes

the last one will be easier i guess because. across the world. kinda crazy.

i didnt move until i was 24 so i always thought moving was super fun (movies) and now at 25 ive moved twice and i have two more coming up and now i know. i fucking hate moving

sorry for liking dressing up goddamn!!!

what is the appropriate baggage size for a week stay. for me this is ginormous

slayyyter album so fucking goooooooooooooood

i cant wait to go dancing once all my work endssssssss

170 pages..... the binder is mainly done ~_~ are they gonna look at it. who knows. i'm more relaxed now that i know it's almost done

our veesa package is so huge.... have fun skimming thru it

fighting for secularism one day at a time by wearing combos that would kill the teyzeler in my country

my ass is gonna freeze but the look is a look

trying to find cute shorts....

trying to find my drag show fit in between work everyone pray these secondhand picks arrive before i leave

fawkk im spending money to fucking sell these to them dfjdkfjfkd man i can't help it. sorry. consider it my last good will before i move. girl who's too soft

i was a student once trying to get by... wanting my pcs...

selling my kpop albums but i'm too softhearted bc they say theyre students and im like okkk discount

it was a lot of embarrassing events and i would expect better from myself but also. i can only expect that because i got to grow. i feel bad for kids online that i see, now; i feel like the privilege of privacy has been killed. (things i'm talking about are nothing problematic in nature)

reminisced for like 10 minutes and shuddered thinking about the amount of loser activities i had to go through to become the person i am today. things and the world have changed a lot. i wish i could go back in time and tell my younger self to have more self respect. such is life