a man of lake-town

You can't be talking like that homophobic baby.

i made it 4 hours without having to be on window, and now my eyes and nose are screaming at me. 💔😔

oak season has begun

this should be the only data available to those of us with health ocd

two images of the human body's circulatory system. One of them with good cable management

The human circulatory system, before and after proper cable management.

I'm not joking when I say mRNA technology is more important than "AI" and it's a tragedy we're throwing billions into one while our government is aggressively defunding the other.

tumblr post that says 'sometimes you just gotta go "man i actually don't give a shit" and keep scrolling. online survival skill 101'

modern day proverbs

hes not dead, just passed out.

more sasha doodles.
scott n andy’s youngest kid and tallest sprout

scotty and joey…

oh her name is Blue

sasha and his dog! (black asian water monitor)

I've been doing ok, despite the occasional lamenting of life. Finances are always hard, but they won't be hard for long. Things should change when I get back home to my siblings and we start operation "get out the mud" hahaha

it is so sad. But it's ok! Everything is much better now. I have bad days, but I mostly have good days. my partner is incredible, I have my siblings, I have friends I love to see and spend time with. I have art, I have cemetery creeps, I have me.

Sometimes I look back on the ways I acted when I was manic and out of control, or so depressed I'd end up in the ER from dehydration turning into a fever. I look at the things I said or did, I look at the way I lashed out. It's really fucking sad dude

And I genuinely like me too, even though I have a whole mood disorder that when it tanks, it TAAANKS so low and I forget how much I actually like me.

but now it's been like 8 more years, I've been on my medication very steady for the last 6 years, and I'm transformed. Like I still have bipolar disorder, but at least I have a life raft now if I ever go overboard. I can function and I make friends everywhere I go, and people genuinely like me.

but it took 3 whirlwind relationships, a suicide, and repeated breakdowns over the span of 7 years to figure that out.
When I was first diagnosed I was in the throws of another horrible relationship, and I was very unwell physically and mentally. I had a hard time sticking to my medication

i remember when i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in mid 2018. And I remember just like, the pure grief washing over me when it all clicked into place. So much of my late teens and early 20s was wasted fist fighting such a monster disorder and if I'd just known, I could have gotten help sooner.

incredible that my job allows 16 hours of sick time for the Entire Year. so helpful

weird girl (mattie) begotten of weird “girl” (scotty)

Andy 🖤🖤🖤

Screenshot of my account on Twitter of the post I made that caused a lot of issues. Reads: “You ARE NOT for art liberation if you don’t make space for the weird art, the immoral art, the art the makes you uncomfortable, the art that makes you unfollow, the art that your friend hates, the fetish art, the kink art, the”

once more.

my other thought about it is i wonder if my parents ever felt this way while also juggling 4 kids aged from 12-4 at the same time

being 32 feels like making everything up as i go. every time i pay bills or rent or communicate something with my partner as im rushing out the door i feel like im only just playing house. how much of that is just everyones experience, and how much of that is never being taught independence as a kid

the fact that legislators are trying to say that computers are devices that require id verification and tracking to use should put fear into EVERYONE. FIGHT AGAINST THIS.

nothin like a big black carpenter ant strolling across ur blanket above ur shoulder to get you out of bed in the morning.

i got the fucking bracers.... need the shoulders....

Dagoth Ur on a very emasculating throne exclaiming that "Your AI slop bores me"