I mean, im really open about my sexuality and a solid third or more of my viewerbase openly and explicitly follow me for horny reasons so xD

Good girl!~

Genuine question-
Who has? XD

no vampire tonight.

I got like... an hour of sleep. I am having trouble distinguishing each player's voice and i just tried to hand write the note "Party made deacon angry" and i legitimately blinked off into a micronap halfway through the sentence

Like, fell asleep WHILE writing a 4 word sentence

that looks SO GOOD

I might take an official hiatus from streaming for a bit.

Im really not okay. Im barely holding myself together. Most nights by the time I get home all I can do is collapse into my bed and cry.

LadyNightscale - Twitch [She / They] ==18+ only PLEASE== || Mechwarrior. Mercenary. Matriarch.

Alright folks. I gotta try and push through this depressive episode. Lets stream, yeah?

I don't know what we're going to do, i shall allow chat to choose. Either we play our Mechwarrior 5 community run, or we just do some magic, or we just hang out and yap.

I just wanna spend time with yall :3

The world only gets better if we make it that way <3

Always remember, my dear

The goal is not to be better then others.

Its to make society better then it was before.

So we should always act in a way that makes people more likely to BE better, rather then is more likely to cement them in negative patterns

<3

Gotta give folks the chance to grow and improve- especially if they had no idea the thing they did was bad in the first place <3

Themselves and that ai was bad, and then removed them from my social circle, do you think that makes them more or less likely to look at the situation from my perspective- especially because they did this out of a desire to support / uplift me?

Better to calmly say 'hey, no. Bad. Heres why.'

People, especially people that dont spend a ton of time on the internet, are generally not aware of issues like this. Remember, those of us (like myself) who spend *hours* every day on social media or twitch are a very small minority of the overall population.

If I just told them to go fuck [..]

You'd throw away a 2 decade long friendship because they used ai when trying to actively support you and your efforts?

Were not talking about civil rights, were talking about image gen. While im very loudly and openly against AI, and definitely let them know my feelings, that seems a little extreme

? In what sense

Not like... "as good as a real artist would do" to be clear.

But 'yeah this is a solid reference to use for the end product.'

Id never gen the art myself for it but <shrug> if it was already done, might as well get SOME benefit

Eh. I pick my battles when it comes to ai. Im very outspoken about it, but im not gonna lose an irl friend over it.

I told them firmly how I felt, asked them not to use ai art in anything they send / make for me again. They agreed, and that was that.

Still. Can't deny they came out decent.

I absolutely and adamantly refuse to use AI in any of my projects, so im gonna need to c0mm someone to redraw this.

But at least its a solid basepoint I guess.

IRL Friend offers to help you "find" good art for my ttrpg project- :D Yay!

Finding out that almost all the art they gave me is ai generated, since they don't have the same anti-ai stance i do- D: oh no!

At least I have something I can take to an artist and go "make this but not soulless slop."

I can think of a few positions id like you in to help me destress...

I mean HAHA WHAT

I need a vacation is what I need

Goddamn why did THIS post take off?

Punch nazis
Fuck trump
Be gay, pilot battlemechs
Follow me on twitch

Sorry I didnt stream today. Yesterday was really rough and its triggered a pretty bad depressive episode.

I havent left my bed the entire day aside from watching a movie on my computer.

Im not doing great

LadyNightscale - Twitch [She / They] ==18+ only PLEASE== || Mechwarrior. Mercenary. Matriarch.

I had a really, really rough day today but i'm going to go live because spending time iwth my viewers usually makes me smile even when i don't feel like i can. -w-

Come hang out if you're free! Prolly do some MTG: Arena and then see where we go from there.

www.twitch.tv/ladynightscale

I have no stake in it one way or the other; it doesn't change my intent towards you when you visit either way.

I'm just pointing out that regardless your front gear, there's access in the rear

Transmedicalists are not welcome in my spaces.

Fun fact-
You can still get anal even after bottom surgery. Cis women take it up the ass all the time, girl

I knew he was a gamer, and suspected he was involved in game dev.

I just didnt know his exact title and position, yknow?

Finding out that the CEO of Rebellion is the guy who runs Modern History TV was **NOT** the lore drop i expected to get this morning.

Dude just casually dropped that info in his video on Medieval Pirates