the trunk of my car is full of bones that I find in the woods

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fic update: Dazai joins them for a 32k word chapter.
Fyolai/stalking/mutually toxic relationship/stalker Nikolai/Fyodor has religious psychosis

🔞Heed all tags and warnings. I’m not trying to pass this off as a romance. They’re TERRIBLE people.

HI I’M ALIVE! I abandoned this app for months because I never have storage space on my phone and I had to delete it but I never forgot you, my friends

spring romance 🫶

I was looking for bones in the woods with my lover and they put their finger in my mouth after carrying around an unwashed dead animal jaw so I SPIT ON MY CARPETED FLOOR

I need to have an episode so I can write

I need to save up as much money as possible to move, so I'm open for commissions again !!
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🔞 adults only!
heed all tags and warnings!
#fyolai
au/stalking/mutually toxic relationship/religious delusions/character study through their mental disorders
we’re grown folks so we already understand that these behaviors are reprehensible irl

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I had to take an opportunity to talk shit about Sigmund Freud for two paragraphs while writing toxic violent smut

I need to draw him naked now heh…hehe…. ha…hahaha HAHAHAHA AAAAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAHAAAAHAHAHAHAHA
#bsd121

all personal theory and speculation of course, but he has lived through so many centuries; most of them without heated homes or modern medicine. I believe that he has been plotting on Bram’s immortal lifespan for centuries so that he doesn’t have to grow sick again.

The fact that he looks this healthy and lively (Running with swords! Swords are heavy!) after resurrecting just further cements my belief that he takes life spans with the bodies he subsumes. He doesn’t have the lines and darkness under his eyes that he has always had. #bsd121

Nikocest drawing I’m mailing to a pal 🤑🐎💸
#bsd

I’m sorry and I wish there were more I could do right now. Take care until we speak next. Your family is in my thoughts.

Dazai and Chuuya were last seen checking Fyodor’s corpse at the wreckage of the helicopter. I hope Nikolai steals Sigma while he’s unattended.

the last time we had to wait two months for a new bsd chapter, we got amenogozen melting people and Fyodor looking like all of his blood was replaced with conjugated estrogens so idk what to expect this time.

I LOVE HOW NOSES ARE DRAWN IN SOUL EATER

I’m so done with twt IT’S MY BIRTHDAY AND I DID NOT EVEN GET BALLOONS ON MY PROFILE

Imagine being one of those straight women that feel threatened at the sight of a beautiful woman instead of happy. Beautiful women are everywhere. Those people must be so full of hate all the time.

thank you for cooking! I’m a grateful diner

I’m not uninspired, I just don’t know where to take the smut chapter. Should it be sweet or should they try to kill each other?

My mutually toxic relationship work was so well received that I don’t want to leave people waiting any longer or have them lose interest. I just need to have a bout of insane manic writing passion again.

I feel that his ability may fall on whomever is most responsible/closest to responsible in his death so if he drowned in Mersault, he could have subsumed Chuuya. His ability wouldn’t work on Dazai, but Chuuya was an accessory and the next responsible person.

I NEED TO YAP. BEAR WITH ME.

I also theorize that he takes the life spans of whomever he subsumes. When he nears the end of it, his health declines and he needs to get killed to begin a new life cycle.
This is another reason he needed Bram in the place that he was.

I feel like Fyodor was early 30’s the first time he died and will always have the same physical age, weight, hair length, and existing illnesses that he had the first time he died.

I blame Dazai bsd for my boy period so I threw the Dazai body pillow out the second story window

@US Supreme Court it’s literally my birthday month so overturn the TikTok ban so I can go to this convention and make a few posts of myself looking hot in cosplay
thanks 🫶

I can forcibly rip myself out of the worst mental states by remembering I have a hot partner. It’s like I come screaming back from hell when it happens.

No you’re so right. Jewelry and clothing from bad points of my life REEK of bad energies to the point that it feels wrong to give it away for it to pass onto another person sometimes.