i've only been taking the for about 3 weeks now so hopefully in two more months, i'll be itch free

uhhh in other happier news, i've been way less itchy because, as i predicted, my previous birth control was causing me to have endless eczema flares so now that i switched pills, i'm starting to itch less!!!

then he came back 6 years later and i was like aight i gotta get out of here (amongst other reasons that made me move out but that is another can of worms)

lots of typos cause im just so upset thinking about it 💀 he went to the airforce when i was in high school and my mom would always be like "do u miss your brother 😢" and i'd always say HELL NO!

i spent years telling my mom to stop feeding our dog human food and she never listened to be. my oldest brother tells her once and she's like "oh ok i don't want to to get upset at me"

it sounds like an overexaggeration when i say "anything he said goes" but literally, he told my mom to send my middle brother to airforce and she was like "ok" and did it.

he'll walk into the room to get to the bathroom, completely ignore me and my mom will be like "why don't you say hi to your brother?" LIKE??? HE DIDN'T SAY HI TO ME EITHER?

i think part of it is my mom tried so hard to get us to get along but it never worked out 💀 and that's probably because she put him on the highest pedestal known to man so he could never do any wrong and anything he said goes

idk i try to ignore it cause i don't live with him anymore and i haven't had an actual conversation with him since i was in high school but damn... it do be harder than it looks

i love being awake at ass o clock because my brain decides to bring up deep seated trauma/anger towards my oldest brother

i forgot i have this account that kind of acts as my vent/rambling account anyway i like boba

when i die, put this on my gravestone

and it's not like she charges them rent so she got two 30+ year old sons just mooching off of her

similarly my mom asks me to buy stuff for her on amazon as if my brothers do not have an amazon account like 😭😭😭 she does pay me back but it's like... girl you got two sons why are you asking me

thinking about how my dad had the audacity to ask me for spending money to use in vietnam when my two older brothers are RIGHT THERE..... AND THEY LIVE WITH YOU......

GOOD VIBES AND GOOD COMPANY! ok food, today i learned i cannot trust white ppl food even if it's potatoes

i think community is important but i also think you need to be able to do shit on your own, like you cannot be relying on others for everything

oh yeah it's all coming together

wanted to play monhun after work but i'm sleepy and need a nap once i clock out snzzzzz

grimaces ofc my period starts today too as if my week wasn't already SHIT

went out to buy panna cotta cause it was sooooo good but they were SOLD OUT and they don't plan to restock till next week, i'm gonna do it this time i'm really gonna do it

photos from yelp but i'm excited, i made the reservation in january

this week may be shitty but u know hwat, at least i have an afternoon tea date with richard on saturday

taken hours after my folly

my tongue do be fucked up, pretty sure i bit a small piece of it right off last night

i only had two bites but you were so good 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

CAN'T EVEN DRINK THIS WATER WITHOUT MY TONGUE HURTING, WHY GOD WHY

as if this week isn't tormenting me enough, i bit my tongue too hard and now i can't MY BUN BO HUE PLEEAAASEEE CAN'T SOMETHING IN MY LIFE GO RIGHT

anyway what's up netizens i got boba

LIKE DAWG, I DROPPED IT OFF AND THE GUY WAS LIKE "ok well the guy who fixed your phone won't be here till 2 , is that okay?" and i'm like yeah sure that's chill and then they're like "jk lmao u just needed to restart it" like ok well I COULD'VE DONE THAT