Amphetamine gave me my life back. It gave me my joy back. I’m better than I have ever been.

And I’m happy!

Mine often actually put me to sleep.

Which given they’re literally speed will never not be funny.

It’s not like the meds make us not have ADHD though, is it? They just make us competent with ADHD.

lol. No.

It’s all of it.

No wondering needed.

Yeah. Every single fucking time. We got punished and the bullies never did.

And they recruited the neurodivergent kids, me included, to do this to each other as well.

I’m sorry 😞

Bastards

Utter bastards

They thought it was funny

Recess As A Neurodivergent Kid #pov #skit A skit about recess as an autistic kid (:

Oh fuck.
Full on sobbing now.
youtube.com/shorts/0Sk3d_4yWiQ

I drink loads of it. It’s nice.

Then take the damned speed and do less!

Yeah. Demasking is tough but required otherwise you just fill that extra capacity with more burnout fuel.

I have a very good therapist. She is a fellow chaos goblin and speed enjoyer.

Cheese. I ate cheese. And olive oil. Which I drank. From the bottle.

Also I don’t take meds breaks.

Ah. They lowered mine a bit. Which was nice

Yes. I was using food for dopamine. I no longer do that. I went from overweight to ideal and I now eat salad.

Such interesting substances all round. “Yeah. You don’t have free will. You have substituted phenethylamines”

How long the 70s last you?

But SPEED Louis. Scary!

Me holding a pack of Amfexa 20 pills.

THIS, my booster, on the other hand, needs no qualification at all. Not a pro drug. It’s pure dextro-amphetamine sulphate. Pure refined pharmaceutical grade speed. I’m told addicts are quite fond of getting hold of these.

I’ve got a really good therapist but it wouldn’t have worked without the stuff.

That is so lovely to hear!

For those who think we’re being hyperbolic when we call it speed, we aren’t. That’s speed. It’s on a delayed release mechanism (it’s a pro-drug) and it won’t work if you snort it, but it’s speed.

It’s the only second generation ADHD stimulant med in existence and it’s very very very good.

Yeah. I’m masking a lot less now.

Also have Amfexa 20.

Me holding up a bottle of Elvanse 70mg capsules.

I’d like to thank everyone that made my happiness possible: my beloved partners; Hannah, my therapist; Nabeel, my diagnosing clinician; internet resources; but most of all, MY PRECIOUS

And I am confident that within those boundaries I’m actually someone I would respect and look up to, were I not me.

And it’s taken a LOT for me to be able to write that.

Yes.

It’s been a year now. It took five decades in my case. I am grieving that. I’m also angry.

But I’m happy.

And I like myself.

And I’m growing as a person and not imposing maladaptive coping mechanisms on myself. I accept what I am. I accept what I can and can’t do.

NHS ADHD service is dreadful. If you can, do it privately then switch to shared care. Cost about £2-3k

Yes. Also we have no understanding of irony nor can we understand humour and subtext.

That's an account somebody made for the entire purpose of generating screenshots like this. I cannot be convinced otherwise.

I find London water entirely tolerable. That stuff was disgusting though.

Gives a whole new meaning to “when my egg cracked”.

Poor John got … hurt.