Opening space for something to replace a hyperfixation with a less bad hyper fixation is a strategy I feel will put me back where I started. I feel like there’s a problem with how I operate entirely. And I dunno how to fix it, I rarely can do anything in small doses I either put hella energy or none

Playing GD and EToH with friends holy pandemic throwback

Today was a good Thanksgiving. I’m also convinced that if I put down comp splatoon my life would immediately feel 20% better

Won Crobattle today it was a packed tourney

Uhhhh idk what else to say, hopefully I can continue to win hahaha type shit 🤑

Learnt to rotate more efficiently during that tournament, and also learning sometimes applying pressure is more efficient than outright kills against teams that punish, ggs.

I think I need to give myself more credit, because I thought that in college I am having bad habits, but I’ve come a long way from the bad habits I had before. Hopefully I can keep becoming more productive and less regretful too.

I need
1. Weapon/comp understanding

->
2. Playstyle understanding
THEN after I get those two down, I can come to a conclusion and have a definite counter. Getting even the first one down is difficult. Also need to make my peak gamesense a regular skill in my arsenal

Learnt a lot today ggs

The match has started. I know now that AOE weapons, Low impact specials, stationary/mobile weapons are important to recognize, and knowing those as soon as game 1 begins is crucial to making further adaptations. Playstyle understanding is only happening for me when I have the first aspects down 2/3

Haven’t won something in a hot minute, but my consistency has skyrocketed. I feel like I’m able to carry my weight a little more than before, and I’m learning how to adapt mid set rather than after the set is over, so my thinking speed is getting faster. I need to identify weapon types before- 1/2

I’m so glad I have my 9 day break now, college was getting consistently busy this past month.

I’m learning more about Adapting, but I think I have to get better at Making something out of nothing (dropping on enemies when teammate skirmishes, grabbing enemy attention for team to cap zone, etc)

Gg go next

Learnt some stuff in that Level Up run ggs

Probably one of my most productive days in a long time. Studied for roughly 7 hours today with some friends (with some stupid shit in between). Now I feel better about the test I have coming up

Then focusing my best map modes and flexing ever did, comp results have been proving that these past couple months

Next season I gotta go back to JP and enact some strategies to bring up my win rate without cutting off bad map/modes or flexing weapons. I don’t think I should focus about my X power even though I need an updated power badly, using it to practice has been doing me more good

Also your mechs throughout the set and the tourney were super strong

EGIW, EVERY GAME IS WINNABLE!! but thanks, I think my gamesense could have been stronger. I agree that winning was possible since the losing games were rather close. I think the experience gained from that loss is valuable though. Ggs I’m glad we got to play after a hella long time shit was so fun

Okay I lost grands but my mechs were up and my mental was solid so I can’t be sad

🥈 SOS I’ll get it another time, I think if I keep aiming to improve my adaptation and timing I’ll get better 🐎

For me it’s because of my performance in events the past 2 weeks. Falling short, making old mistakes again, net negative with some improvements but I think I just miss winning. But it’s true that it just happens you’re right I gotta keep my head up.

I CANT HELP IT I WANT TO WINNNNN I’m tired of falling short of what I know I can do. I try to keep mental up in vc but then afterwards I get frustrated anyways

Yeah I think my skill is taking a dive again.

I think also hearing from another persons mouth how little others think of carbon roller mains put it into perspective that if I wanna climb then it’s not gonna be fun in this community (especially if I want +2 practice), I’m losing hope icl 😭

I think I need a dedicated group to push past high level with. I had a talk with somebody and I’m not in a splatoon clique or group so any success I find is one and done. There’s plenty of people I can get +3 results with, but the amount I’ve gotten higher results/put up a better fight with is low.

Some days I have a lot to say and others I don’t, and it bothers me because those other days are the days I end up talking to people more 😭

yo! i got suggested to +1, all hail len for this opportunity, ❤️‍🩹 and ♻️ greatly appreciated 🙏🏾

#compsplatoon

Yeah nah Icl feel sour after the last week of splatoon I’m frustrated I need to just not. Need to just stop playing for a bit cause losing feels awful after you sit and think about the time wasted on a loss. Super sour.

Convinced that over time I’ve gotten worse.

I can’t count how many tournaments end like this bro. A monumental waste of time.

I beat +3’s, I lose to +2, I beat +3s, I lose to +2’s.

It’s an infinite cycle bro.

I feel stuck, keep hitting a wall against the same people over and over