really tho, I don't think I am nearly as anxious as I expected to be??? I think part of me is still like lol we're not actually going thru with this don't worry and I'm like sister....... we're doing this 😂

Tumblr text post reading everything will probably be fine but I have to get really anxious just in case

train leaves in 4 hours 😱

yeah, I think so!!!

in comparison to the new one 😂

decided to return the new phone because it is Not what I wanted it's so laggy I think I got a defective one or something 😒 I asked for a replacement but then was like wait do I want this again??? so tried to cancel that so idk what's going on rn 😂 back on my old phone now which doesn't feel so bad

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and I rly wanna do this, I wanna see my friends and rhys and have all these new experiences it's just!!! idk a lot??? ughugugghuhh

it's so embarrassing!!!! I am a grownup I shouldn't be this scared of an overnight trip!!!

thinking abt my trip on Friday like

heheeee 🤭
also would u mind sending me a text sometime I don't think ur contact info transferred over to my new phone 😒

also it feels slower than my old phone even tho it is supposed to have better ram/storage etc 😒

new phone came with fucking chatgpt installed and no way to remove or disable 😒

well I think I am more or less moved over, gotta get used to the different keyboard now 😂

but now i have to transfer things and set everything UP on the new phone which is. a process 😣

also ordered a new phone because mine has gotten real sluggish and has started doing this thing where it just. won't turn on or off for several minutes, and im worried abt it happening for good somewhere important, like when im in ny next weekend, or if im at julies and need the gps to get home etc

sometimes i think it's wild that i was only diagnosed w adhd in the past year 😂

waited until the last minute to do my taxes and then rushed thru them just to get it over with but now im like oh my god what if i messed somethign up???????? 😅 which is a pattern in my life, lmfao, rush thru stuff and then panic that i did it Bad 😔

screenshot of gerard ways google search result

all morning I kept thinking why does April 9 feel like an important date? and then I remembered 😂😂😂

right??? I wish it was a little pinker, but alas 😂 still cool 😎

🥰🥰🥰🥰 thank u for having me, u guys are lovely hosts!!!! will have to think of some situations for the other mer guys to get into 🤭

right???? 🤭 I have my hair half pulled back today too I'm like oh Ed vibes 😂

close crop of an ofmd depression robe style dress and black cardigan

I always get a lot of compliments on this dress and I'm like heheheee they dont even know!!! 🤭

4 screenshots of an unnaturally colored sulani in ts4

and a few still pics

pretty gif of the water in sulani, now that i've started recoloring that world!! 🌊✨
#ts4

two pictures of a steam deck screen, with a fields of mistria scene showing

update I smooched the dragon 💋 🐲

smart of me tbh

okay appointment over now i can RELAX!!! 😂 idk why i get so worked up abt those things, but waiting mode is soooo annoying 😂 i had actually scheduled it for after work originally but then i was like oh wait im not going to work i dont wanna wait around ALL DAY for it, so i rescheduled which was

BUT i'm off work today which is gr8 tbh 👍

woke up way too early and already thinking abt closing my eyes again, lol, but i have a telehealth appt in 1.5 hrs so that'd probably just be. a bad idea 😂

yes, absolutely!!! got it right on my phone in preparation ☺️