3 years of this therapy... why arent we better yet. why are we going so slowly. why arent we there yet,,

Up early today (we havent slept)!

Why can basically everyone else go into so many rooms? I've been here 1.5 years now and I cant even go in the Dark Corner, let alone the Arboretum

Fuck it, incomprehensible DID post: Danny was glued to the fronting chair forever, good lord. I was being ignored by him and Wylan so long I actually moved into the Conference Room. I cant access anywhere else in here 🥲 ---Luxa

Things are more okay than they were, and thats good :) 🎐

Our life is boring, empty & pointless

we recentered our base of operations (desk) to a different table for now, and just relocating helped us settle our head. im so relieved we found something that worked 😭

me: god its been such a difficult day, when will it end?
me: drinks coffee at 3am

sometimes you just gotta mmm lay on the floor

The art project Auther (🌺) was working on is giving her trouble so she's taking a break from it, leaving us sitting in boredom and self-loathing -Danny

Man if we had friends we weren't scared are sick of us I would be texting shit that would *make* them sick of us for real

Fun fact, we view someone sharing a song with us as a gift and refer to it as being given a song, as if it were a keepsake

Just now we were thinking maybe we should make a second bsky account for hyperfixations but thats quitter talk -- we can just be unbearable on main

regret

This happens to me about my internal self, toooo. I combat it by wearing long sleeves and working really hard to not look at the body or hands, but it only does so much :/

We spent way too much money this month & it's stressing me out! 🎐

An image from the Doom Patrol comic books. Robotman is being rolled into sheet metal, with only his shoulders still above the roller. His teammates are running into the room. Negative Man is saying: "Another second, and Robotman's human brain will be destroyed, and we dont know where the controls are!"

me

Lord forgive me, for I have ordered Dominos 🔵

im cycling through 2 different projects at the moment. while one dries, I work on the other! being on an art kick gives me a little more self-worth :) 🌺

A photo of a miniature wooden dresser, which has been decorated with POSCA paint pens.

A photo of a miniature wooden treasure chest, which has been decorated with POSCA paint pens. Inside the chest are a collection of beaded bracelets.

A photo of a work, done with POSCA pens, of art depicting The Wheel of Fortune tarot card.

And here's some lighter-toned/pastel #art of mine 🌺

A photo of a piece of artwork, done with POSCA pens, on canvas.

A photo of a work of art drawn with POSCA pens on the cover of a journal.

Saturated, rich tones in some of my my #art! The one on the right (journal) took ages to do 😭

Current hyperfixations: POSCA #art 🌺, #Borderlands 2 🔵+💌, curating #playlists. Trying to get back into #fictionkin, too!

girl time!!! just gotta avoid looking in the mirror or at our body at all 🌺

having a normal healthy sibling relationship is so healing. like, wdym youll hang out with me and call me names and tell me secrets!!! i love our sister :))

Okay I'm normal again everyone 💙

like, how do i do that again from scratch??

augh augh I miss having a lil online social circle sooo bad 💌

shes kind, beautiful, and just! herself. in a way im jealous of, too

I'm simply a dog. Like. A doberman or maybe a german shepherd.