i don't need memories coming back up. just fucking leave. don't fucking acknowledge me. i know you saw me. but don't fucking do it. don't make me fucking miss your stupid ass.

no. god. please no. please don't. don't fucking look at me. please. don't.

FUCK YOU... fucking manipulative fucking piece of shit...

f..fuck...

WHAT ABOUT NOW

he was a good friend despite all the dumb shit he did to me. he made me laugh. and I liked.. everything we did with each other so it's like... hard.

hes working 12 hours a day now so we have no time together...

am I? 🥺🥺🥺

and he was like..

"well.. I could be your boyfriend"

me: *stares intently into his eyeballs*

that's literally all I did, and I stuttered. like what the fuck.

and then. we kinda snuggled. although I didn't give him a response.

fuck me. i miss him.. BUT I SHOULDN'T AAAAAAA KILL ME.

some were random. but.. there was this one time.. we were just sitting on the floor.. yapping about relationships.. and I was getting spammed by a friend of mine and he was like:

"boyfriend? or girlfriend?"

me: "nah.. I don't think anyone would wanna deal with me. or wanna date me.

ngl I miss the friend I hung out with.

the one y'all told me not to hang with. bc of his.. well actions.

he took me everywhere.. I especially enjoyed going to the fire station and.. just.. chilling there.. and.. having deep conversations..

FUCK.

the cold air feels nice.

im about to strip. it's too fucking hot.

time to sprawl out on my bed naked.

HEY?!! *huffs* mmmfmm..

that is so real and true. i did it.. with an ex partner.. at 16. 😅

ill be your second after gow gow

im experienced :3

yes

mmm.. true. i suppose.

oh shut up. brat.

i think I'm a switch. although irl im definitely a bottom. and online I'm super dominant 😭😭

honestly, with your tentacles and all. i might just fold instantly.

oh my god yes.

holy hell I didn't realize I was so fucking dominant 😭😭😭

i enjoy this so much.

but I'm also submissive as hell

:3

i like teasing you

OH HELL YEAH

face down, ass up.

you're welcome.

/silly

i hope you failed your final :3

LEARN TO SPEAK PROPERLY /J

ok next time you can

👀👀did u wanna join

..if only.. I had someone in with me...