Its very important that he hat stays on 😌

Only took 15 years to be comfortable with my drawing skills lol i’ve never felt it was good enough until now. It’s still lacking but it’s still ok! I can comfortably keep leveling up without spiraling into despair & hopelessness which is huge for me

I’m going to say something a little crazy... a little unhinged... but I think i am satisfied with my drawing level? Ofc there’s still so much to learn & fix & improve but i feel like I can draw whatever I envision & it ends up looking decent so it’s cool?

i'm so horny for her idk what is happening

!!...celaeno!!..!!!

i try not to share too much about this, but this initiative could shake things up so i'm allowing myself this time

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not as intense psychologically but maybe you'll like Narcissus & Goldmund 👀

For me drawing my erotic art is a means to mindlessly indulge, which i really don't want to be doing at the moment. Instead of numbing myself i want to try to live with intent in as many aspects of my life as possible.
I wish you all hapiness, health & cool projects for 2026, & i'll see you later!

The world's really going to shit & i can't bring myself to do frivolous things anymore. Don't think i'll be updating this acc anytime soon.
It might sound pessimistic, but really it's the contrary. In dire times i'm choosing to focus my energy on thing i deeply value & that bring meaning to my life.

Thank you, I will! The book sounds interesting, thanks for the recommendation!

your energy is quite rare. So many people are in a burn out loop or end up giving up, it’s a tough lesson to learn.

Yes i’ve been doing other creative pass times to satisfy my need for creativity. I’ll take my time to rest 😁 It’s really cool you’ve found balance when it comes to crochet, it feels like for creative endeavors just knowing that you can’t be pouring yourself into it constantly & have to manage

I’m taking resting very seriously haha 🫡 Yes i think it would be good to seek out a therapist! Thank you for your reply 🫶

Thank you for your reply! Yes i’ve been trying different creative pass times, it doesn’t make me want to go back to drawing unfortunately, but it does satisfy my need to be creative without resorting to drawing so I don’t feel pressured to hurry & get over the burnout.

like the best option to help with that. Wishing you the best on your art journey!

Thank you so much for your thoughtful reply! I am indeed tired & have put too much pressure on myself, which i don’t think will ever go away since i draw for a living so there’ll always be stress involved. As you said it is a matter of managing & treating it so isn’t too harmful. A therapist seems

myself back & having to start the healing process all over again. I just hope it doesn't take too much time. But thank you for your concern & kind comments! Looking at pretty art does soothe the soul indeed.

Since my burnout is pretty severe i'd rather not force myself to draw, i'm too scared i'll make it worse. I'll eventually have to get back to it bc it's my job, but for now i'm ok financially so i'll rest as much as possible & not draw until i feel mentally prepared. it's better than setting

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in his catboy era

it's truly unbelievable

ok ok i'll draw some Caeheng no need to be so pushy abt it Hoyo

same! i don't even have his e1 lol, but couldn't pass up Castorice a 2nd time 🥲

thank you for the explanations ❤️

kissing, sns
little doodle

Time for my fave CaeHeng screenshot which reads "Dang Heng delicately brushes your hand"