Anyway OCD sucks but also it's very real and many people deal with it every single day and that's okay!! We continue on 🫡

Even posting that involved about a million different elements of, "Is this oversharing? Will this make you focus more on thoughts? Will anyone care? Is it unprofessional to talk about OCD? Shouldn't you be doing something else?" 🤣

One of the more exhausting elements of OCD is that every single decision, no matter how big / small, feels like Paul Atreides after he drank the blue Powerade. Every possible future needs to quickly be determined, every devil's advocate argument weighed against what should be an instinctive decision

Yeah, I'm a city girl through and through. Feels like life has left me behind out here, and I'm watching other people run laps around me while I'm barely hanging on, somewhere I don't even want to be 😭

And yes, I woke up today again from a dream that I went back to NYC. I've dreamed about it every night for like 3-4 nights. Mamdani has been in my dreams almost every night too, which is funny at least lmao. But ugh. I miss being somewhere that gave life meaning and near people I love 😭😭

I miss my friends so much. It is so lonely up here and it's getting harder the more time goes by. I feel like I'm getting old and doing it without any companions or loved ones in life 😭😭

Waiting for Crystal to message me first that she got her tickets bc I don't want to ding her while she's buying tickets

Haven't had Muse ticket buying anxiety in 7 years so it feels good today

Haha my roommate is Army

Ask me instead of chatgpt. I'll be right more often and I never even drink water

Every time I think of my gals Lady Jessica and Alia 💜🧡💗❤️💙💚💚❤️💙🧡💜💚🌈🥰💚❤️💙💗💜🧡💚❤️

Some dumbass lady did the fake cough thing just now to me bc I'm wearing a mask. So I coughed with my full, nuclear level allergy cough real fast as I turned and walked by her to leave. Two can play this game, and one of us has a lot more horsepower at the ready 🥰

the media is now telling people to work from home to save on gasoline, immediately after their years-long crusade to tell us why returning to office is best for everyone. this isn't a gotcha, it's an example of how contradicting demands allow the ruling class to blame us no matter what we do

Idc what it is, I never want to read anything by AI.

I understand writing is human and nuanced, every bit of writing there is humanity, it makes you think abt why the writer wrote what they did.

Writing is a direct way of engaging with independent thought.

See what they are trying to take away?

He's so cute I can't stand it

All of you who told me that Industry is good... What is wrong with you lmao

Not even getting to enjoy Dune 3 trailer drop right now because of this thyroid test result scaring the shit out of me😭😭😭😭

Lmaooo

mom can you pick me up at the strait of hormuz, my friends are laughing at me and wont help

Connor Storrie will get the Timothee treatment in a few years when Ms Club and all of you get bored of him, and set your sights on some new 20- something, let's be so for real.

Me and all my homies hate Gavin Newsom

Oh. Okay then lol

Sinners is gonna take best picture I feel it

Ewan and Nicole 🥹

Yasss MBJ!!

Anyway, we all know tonight should be MBJ's night. You can tell he feels it too. The tension is palpable. He looks ready to launch out of that seat lmao

MBJ is so locked in

Ryan Coogler thanking people in ASL ❤️❤️ I'm truly just here for the Sinners wins tonight tbh

All in all, so far this Oscars feels like 2026- full of boring rich people and missing out on anything particularly new or creative. The vibe seems to have shifted from sparkling to kind of meh. The pandering isn't landing.