I'm tired of being a host and needing to be a host. I wish it was easier. Back when Lily was the host it was easier cuz she has a personality. I don't think I am a person, really. I'm kind of a concept.
Anyway. Yeah.
It's also weird cuz we have a system board with sections for everyone, but mine (Lucas) is always kind of... off.
Also it doesn't help that we have two Lucases (Lucas (me) & Lucas B. Also Lucy is kind of a Lucas as well. But he differs more than Lucas B does from me, so they get an actual name.)
Example:
I went through my "personal" board on pinterest, and it's just supposed to be MINE. but there's so much in there that "I" put there that's actually also Lily's, Lucy's and the others. It's never truly just me. It's as if, even I, as a host and a part of the system, have trouble Being.
Sometimes I hate going through personal things because it's so confrontating to see that I don't have One Personality like you're "supposed" to have.
I can find so many examples of personal items or whatever, and it's never truly just me. I can see it's influenced by the others too.
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Peeved Lego fans keep posting PSAs about the correct way to build the Game Boy cartridges to young fans who have never handled the portable before.
I have to be honest, our brain's a bit too used to seeing the semicolon be used as a mental health symbol. I keep forgetting it's more than that lol.
Telling people to “tough it out” when they’re sick is ableism.
Saying that autism is “unacceptable” is eugenics.
Bragging about the strong people who don’t take meds or vaccines? It infers that those who need medications are weak.
It’s all eugenics. This regime sees disabled people as less than.
On the left is a green and blue digimon x device that shows a small creature called Tokomon, sleeping. On the right is a generation 2 tamagotchi starry showers. It's blue with glitters and gold stars. It has a black screen and "zzz's" which indicate that the tamagotchi is asleep.
My babies are sleeeeping
Started my tama run yesterday, in which I learned that baby gotchis are INSANELY needy and after that stage it's chill apparently.
Soooo. Today I started my first digimon x run as well! Tokomon even won their first quest!
Tama sleeps at 8 pm, while Tokomon sleeps at 9 pm.
I'm buying Lily & I snacks when I get out of this train. Our appointments at the hospital went well and Lily has been waiting for her snacks since yesterday so yay
Highly recommend playing it. I got it to work yesterday and I've played for 1 and a half hour so far and I'm in love!!
A screenshot of the intro screen of Tetris GameBoy game hack Tetris Rosy Retrospection. Instead of being black and white, the screen is colored with red, yellow, white and black.
Another screenshot of the GameBoy game Hack Tetris Rosy Retrospection DX. This is a gameplay screenshot that shows that instead of the screen being black and white, the screen uses rainbow colors.
Thinking about Tetris Rosy Retrospection DX
Showered. My hair smells like banana now đź‘Ť
WHAT HOLY SHIT
Denying a trans person the care and support they need, is abuse.
It’s knowingly harming them.
It shows you don’t care about their health and happiness.
You only care about your own bigotry and hate.
If you can't deal with me at my worst...same. At least you get to leave.
A comic of two foxes, one of whom is blue, the other is green. In this one, Blue is sitting next to Green, who has curled up into a tight ball, looking miserable. Green: Would you still love me if I never got better? Blue hesitates a moment before answering. Blue: What a silly thing to ask. Joining Green on the floor, Blue wraps himself around Green, who doesn't seem as sad anymore. Blue: I would love you even if you got worse.
SIGH
Mijn stad. Het is een wonder dat ik internet signaal heb weten te bemachtigen.
BUMA KOM TERUG!!!
I LOST WHAMAGEDDON :(
one overlooked but common symptom of autism is that some emotions are too detailed to render and we instead feel them as gastrointestinal distress
A dexcom one plus app screenshot in dutch, focussing on the "Sensoropwarming", which is taking 20 minutes from now.
A picture of original poster's dexcom reader, focussing on "Sensoropwarmtijd" being at 18:45 minutes until it's done and ready to go.
I mean it's warming up now but I also had to put patches on top of the sensor and it all takes such a chunk of my patience :")
Original poster's diabetes supplies lying on top of a pink weighted blanket. The picture contains a funky multi-colored diabetes bag with famous internet meme Nyan-cat on it, an empty bag of vanilla scented alcohol wipes with a used wipe next to it, an opened box of the Dexcom one plus sensor, a pack of tissues, a little bag that carries the dexcom reader & the dexcom reader itself.
Dexcom sensor placement at 12 am, because I don't wanna finger prick.
doodle of a cat with a tiny head, under it it reads “little brain, little thoughts”
a great mindset
I will cheerfully have this argument with the ND folks who want to draw a line between themselves and conditions that include psychosis. I don't support it. The tent is big enough and we are not so different. Unfollow me if you need your neurodivergent label to exclude madness.
I'm currently making buldak noodles even though it's hard to eat rn but I had to force myself to eat dextro bc my bloodsugar got low and I only had (medical) nutritional drinks today bc it was just Too Hard.
I got so sick. So now it's actually time for real food even if it's not "true dinner"
Living with ARFID is hell. Combine it with another eating disorder or two and type 1 diabetes..
Your body can't eat. But you'll feel sick if you don't but you'll get sick if you do. And nothing feels like the right thing
