Posts by ꒷꒦ ɴɪʜɪʟ-ꜱᴀɴ ꒦꒷
bsky has been acting up for hours now, damn
The couple of commissions I bought, done wonderfully by @ak_ami_ on twitter/vgen. I'm suuuuuch a normal person don't even worry about it!! I am NOT violently rattling the bars of my cage over these two
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Niigo Miku & Tiny Mafuyu
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I've found out that was the easiest thing to figure out about myself, the rest of stuff is hell-
which one do I fit?
yes
I only put the pronouns in the pic so people can interpret it as plurality, genderfuckery or both at the same time
people love self-projecting, but so do I
I used my free will and skills for this
I'm still super curious to read about these, so I don't mind if you share them with me
likewise, I'm putting here the rest of the descriptions I talked about yesterday, second one was one of the replies I got from a mutual
I got way more into detail about the things that happen to me on tumblr before but, there was someone else that also mentioned OSDD
I've noticed it's definitely a complicated thing, but I'm so lost in this field in particular that I wanted to understand and learn if there was more outside just, DID
all of this doesn't even mix well with my current Mafuyu kinshift, like that's a totally separated thing to me, but it still affects my existence and it can't stop making me feel Abi/Umbra/OWN as Yuki/Mafuyu/OWN and I hate it, but whatever
truly remembering the only few things that are important tho
and more often than not they just talk to me on the side
as a host and as a whole I'm just Neo and I'm fine with She/They and that stuff, I prefer being called Neo in general in fact
I don't really care to make distinctions about who fronts either, I just dread Abi because she tires me a lot
and for lack of a better name atm, OWN, they've actually been around for the longest time when I tell you they've been an alter ego since I was a teen, they've been my anger and attempt at protection from the world when I was going through SA, they rarely show up nowadays +
regarding this, I can totally tell you there's not all that much going on, but there's a clear distinction with Abi (she/her, showing up mostly for irl people and friends, more cheerful and outgoing), Umbra (she/they, mainly when I'm alone or with someone I trust a lot, 'true self' in a way) +
good memory, actually- I uploaded them a while back around twitter
Niigo squad
I'm about to replay FFXIV from the Mafuyu alt I made some time ago
been wanting to update the pinned for a while so, done
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discovering a lot of things this month because when I started to describe my experience with dissociation and masks, a lot of people that are plural told me it may be some grade of that
I don't even want to self diagnose, I just want to understand myself better
I just woke up, I'm projecting a lot here
Nonbinary Lesbian Mafuyu hitting different pronouns when hitting different masks like, Good Girl Persona (She/Her), Mafuyu (She/They) and as OWN (They/Them)
She's the v specific butch Mafuyu that doubles as knight and vampire for part of my Vampire AU
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thank you though...I'll forever appreciate when people like it \o/
impressive when I'm the kind of bitch that only passes by to upload self-indulgent art then leave
at least around here-
oh, huh, idk when I hit 1k followers here, but thank you so much to the people that stick around