Yeah, I guess it is a skill issue, but I did the best I could. Fuck it, have a nice life.

He was running so casually, like he knew he could switch the Turbo on at any second. I choose to believe he got away.

They got called out, and still pressed play, so you won. I don't make the rules, I just point them out when I feel like it.

Antitypical - Lemon Heart (official music video) YouTube video by Antitypical

Being neurodiverse can make you feel like you're existing in a different reality. Music is about making people feel, but not necessarily always "good" things.

Antitypical has been described as "the soundtrack to the upside-down", this is how we decorate our experience. 🎧

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JD Vance looks like a youth pastor trying to relate to the goth kids like "you know who else wanted to die?"

JD Vance saw a photo of Slayer from their Show No Mercy days and went "THAT'S IT! THAT'S THE LOOK I WANT!"

JD Vance looks like he sings for a Mallcore tribute band called Pancakes At The Disco.

I make somewhat of an effort to avoid learning about the politics of musicians or entertainers I like because I was once really into black metal.

Why am I supposed to care about what he thinks? I can develop my own opinions.

But good for him for making a career out of being a glorified fan, I guess?

Lately I've been thinking that there's no real reason to continue forcing my music out there anymore, but if fuckin Conner, Tanner, and Brantlee are gonna bring their fuckin fitted tees and camo hats into our culture of outsiders, that means I still got a goddamn job to do!

I've just become aware of a band called Lakeview that combines pop country with (I fucking guess it's) "metal".

They are an abomination.

In South Carolina, you can expect at least 2 kids, and dogs in any given bar on a Saturday up until about 5pm.

The more I think about it, that may have been part of why around 10 years ago I started making an effort to know less about bands I like.

I didn't know that, but it makes sense. It's one thing if it's an occasional funny jab at something, but he has become the "old man yells at cloud" meme.

Lost interest in Mastodon years ago because I got tired of hearing Brent Hinds be a troll at the start of every album cycle. Seemed the guy was always complaining about something. He's been out of Mastodon over 5 months, and he's still complaining.

But everyone else was the problem? I doubt it.

I think Yuya Uemura vs Kyle Fletcher would be good.

Don't usually remember dreams, but when I do they tend to mean something.

I'm back in high school, going thru the motions when I realize "wait, I've already graduated, I can just leave!"

My legs are heavy, but I'm leaving, and yelling my frustrations about being fooled into staying for so long.

In addition to acting, he's the current executive producer of MLW.

We get about half our groceries there, usually fruits, and vegetables. They have good dips, salsa, and snacks too. Great for shopping on the cheap. Decent beers too.

Eddie Kingston "I'm Feeling Tired..." | Cezar Bononi YouTube video by Cezar Bononi

Eddie says a return at Forbidden Door is "a possibility". 🤼‍♂️

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*searches*
Oh! Wow... now I'm REALLY confused!

I can't believe in anything anymore, I bet there's never even been a man from Nantucket.

I had the honor of interview TONY SCHIAVONE today, ahead of tomorrow nights Collision in Roanoke!!! We talked about his adolescent wrestling fandom, WCW, and of course,
@allelitewrestling.com

I can’t thank Mr. Schiavone enough. I’m still over the moon.

#WrestleSky #AEW

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FMBFJ YouTube video by Ven Perp - Topic

Made this for my wife, put it out today for her birthday. I describe it as her own personal superhero film score. This is the soundtrack for journeying to the top of a mountain to find your true power. 🎧

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#AEWDynamite moved quickly, and let us experience so many different emotions throughout the show. The in-ring action was great, reasonable fan service, several stories moved forward, and some of it's carrying into Collision as well. Zero complaints from me. 🤼‍♂️

$30 for ESPN is batshit crazy.

Vinyl is kind of a big deal imo.

Sometimes my ego speaks up, and I get a little down about the state of things, but inevitably, I remember that I make music because I love it. I always have, and no amount of generative AI tech bro BS will change that. I won't stop making my art until they pry the guitar from my cold, dead hands.

At 36, I noticed things changing. I realized I was now "one of the OGs" in the scene, and my role would be different now. Started making peace with the idea of "never making it", and focused on my personal life.

At 44, I have 3 active music projects, all obscure. I can't stop, this is what I do.

The musician's struggle:
Wrote my first (terrible) song at 11 years old, I knew maybe 5 chords. Put out my first 2 albums at 16, had them available at the local record store. Started playing live regularly in my 20s, organizing music festivals in my 30s, and made the local paper a couple times.