one day, it would be my last day, i am gonna miss my life so much

Kierkegaard really messed with my head. How far can faith go? Where does it even end?

April 5 — Today was a really good day, good in the sense of self-autonomy. I did my work; I was conscious the whole day. I was focused as much as I could, this is just a start and I'll continue to do so.

Timothée's humming is so beautiful in Dune 3 teaser

March 4 -- I need new obsessions

Feb 23 -- making some changes, life has been so kind to me; i am so grateful for the opportunities i got, i wish i was more sincere towards them.

Feb 22 - thanks mom & dad for everything you have done for me. i am so lucky to have you. <3

21 feb -- oh you have no idea what i am going through

anyways pick up the book, notebook and pen. let get things done.

someone gonna get us killed because of vibe-coding

only i have the right to pity myself not you

jan 28 -- new day. making some changes. hopefully good enough to achieve the goals this year.

the goal is to get a fuckin job by 2026/27 that's it

lets start the day...
26 jan 2026

I have two entrance exams in February that could change my life. With only one month left for preparation, the next few weeks will be an exciting adventure.

f*ndom is one of the craziest thing i discovered last year.

happy new year

oh brother here we go again

Lord Byron would be one hell of a rapper. He wrote bars in Don Juan.

i haven't sleep since yesterday, but yeah i feel fine. i hope no more all-nighter.

this is my last chance ticket out of substack hell 😭

(rian johnson couldn't utilize the ensemble in the knives out: wake up dead man but andrew scott got one of the funnies lines in the movie)

Yeah, my concentration/focus is really bad now. I don't know how many people are struggling out there. Sending my love and prayers to everyone recovering and healing their minds and bodies.

anyways as long as the i am breathing and cognitive functioning i am not giving up. the life of sedentary me is now over. i am done with past me. i am at the dawn of the new life. i am going to embrace the new day and will cherish every moment i have remained in this beautiful life.

career revival lets start from today

is this thing still on??

i believe that what i deserve, i will eventually receive, and if i don't, perhaps it wasn't meant for me. the choices i've made have led me to where i am today, but not everything has gone as i had contemplated. if this is the best i could have, then i'll make the most of it.

not posting on is protestgami

opportunity cost is the one greatest concept produced from social sciences