#Skyrim #Fanart #Art #Cicero
Silly lil doodle of Cicero from Skyrim... Just, B'cuz?
Im unhappy with my art as of late... I hate my anatomy, my faces, my color choices and my rendering, but I have no idea how to fix it... Oh well....
#Skyrim #Elderscrolls #Fanart #Lydia
Lydia my love, my Skyrim wife, in this life and the next <3
She has a special place in my heart!!
Not happy with the same face syndrome-ness of the face, I like the rest, and the coloring was great fun...
#lifeisstrange #pricefield #gamingfanart #dontnod
Chloe & Max in their late teens <3
I havnt had the chance to play either double exposure or reunion YET!
I love them so much!!
In regards to the art, I only see the mistakes and errors, though im not sure how to fix them ._. Also, ugh rendering....
Shes so cute, give her kisses <3
#Portal2 #Fanart #Gamingfanart
These lil guys give me cuteness agression!! But they are so deadly.......
#TransDayOfVisibility #ally
Im a day late, but heres a Trans Weighted Companion Cube <3
#Art #Portal2 #Fanart
Chell from Portal 2, doodle...
I.... Hate the rendering ._. Rendering is a real struggle for me. I know what I want it to look like but I have no idea how to practice or how the workflow looks like....
Damn En, holy shiiii looks good!
NO! LUSS! O.O
#anxious #theworldisburning
How does one even regulate their own nervoussystem?!
#Mentalillness #Struggles #Sociallife #Schizophrenia #Insecureaf
Back home from the psychward... Back into the real world...
I miss not having to perform, like the ward is great for if you wanna suck up some social energy with no commitment..
Im piss poor at smalltalk and asking questions irl......
A fellow pisces sun, noice >:3 🤝
#Mentalillness #schizophrenia #unstable #sorryImhere
Sometimes I wonder if ill ever be okay enough to have a stable life with a partner and a solid circle of friends...
In my good periods I wonder if I made my schizophrenia up.
I completely forgot how it felt to be sick, and then boom, relapse.....
#mentalillness #psychward #schizophrenia #art
Im so frustrated with my brain! I hate having this stupid ass mental disorder! I cant cope today.... with anything... and I cant really draw. My imagination dont work... I feel stuck... I dont wanna wallow in self pity, but FORFUCKSAKE! breathe.........
#mentalillness #schizophrenia #delusions #psychosis #themind
The mind is a funny thing... Cause what do you mean my brain makes up realities and fantasies when im stressed and low and vulnerable... Whats even real anymore? Have I been delusional my whole life? FUCK!
#psychward #hospital #mentalillness #schizophrenia
I took a trip to a very special "hotel"... hm....
I wish I could say something motivating or uplifting.. But I was admitted at night, and now my brain is foggy... reality ruptures and spins... sigh... its okay, its okay...
(Ill be fine....)
#sticker #redbubble #arcane #fanart #hexanomaly
I made the hex anomaly thingy I drew into a sticker... shameless....
#digitalart #doodles #purple
Purple doodle time on my Ipad on the couch...
#Digitalart #Art #Malfunction #Glitch
I dont work today. Theres an error in my code. Sorry....
#digitalart #art #anwesenheit #creature
This is the.. hmm... maybe physical form? Of an almost constant energy following me around... I think this is how it looks like... I cant see it I just feel its presence... It lingers in my halway near my front door usually, but it can roam....
Thank you so much! The pose base did most of the heavy lifting, not gonna lie
#digitalart #art #artstudy #foliage
Iv hit an artblock, where it feels like everything im posting looks like shit...
I know it comes down to insecurety in my art. I know where I want to be I just have no idea how to get there and its frustrating me....
Being loyal/true to yourself is so important at any age! Im glad you are doing what you love, you make beautiful art! <3
#Digitalart #Artstudy #fidget #thiswasastruggle
So, this guy!
Hes so stinkin' cute but my got the diffuse lighting is a struggle... Im not sure im done.. Maybe? I dunno.. Halp!
(Not all art has to turn out good, this is a hill I will DIE on)
Im gonna eat you artstyle! Yum tastes talented >:3
a digital drawing of Jayce Talis from Arcane in his season 2 appearance with the medium length curly/wavy hair, full beard, and leg brace kneeling and resting his arms on his thighs, he is looking up off screen with a slight smirk on his face. He is a trans man with double mastectomy surgery scars peeking out of his chest hair and he has heart shaped nipples, along with several body piercings including nipples, belly button, and a set of duke piercings on his tdick. He is wearing a red button up shirt with darker red accent patched on it that is opened up but tucked into his belt, which has a golden gear as the buckle. He is wearing leather chaps with no pants under them so his whole hairy crotch and ass are out. Behind him is a square that fades from dark purple to a bright orange, and to his right is my watermark stating "Maggot with an F"
a digital drawing of Jayce Talis from Arcane in his season 1 appearance with the medium short curly/wavy hair and an undercut, kneeling and resting his arms on his thighs, he is looking up off screen with a slight smirk on his face. He is a trans man with double mastectomy surgery scars and heart shaped nipples, along with several body piercings including nipples, belly button, and a set of duke piercings on his tdick. He is wearing a red button up shirt with darker red accent patched on it that is opened up but tucked into his belt, which has a golden gear as the buckle. He is wearing leather chaps with no pants under them so his whole bald crotch and ass are out. Behind him is a square that fades from dark purple to a bright orange, and to his right is my watermark stating "Maggot with an F"
my gift for @gobgremlin.bsky.social from the #BJGDiscord 's winter holiday exchange. The sketch that went with it is for the guild's eyes only tho lol
#jaycetalis #transjayce
The dramatic gasp I just did out loud! Im so excited!!
#Arttherapy #Traditionalart #Art #Watercolors #Bigfeelings #creativeoutlet #sketchbook
Some of my art therapy pieces iv done.. Nothing pretty or interesting just big feelings on paper!
#Digitalart #Renderstudy #Artstudy #art #facecreams
Im in rendering hell, I can hear colors O.o
These are my facecreams.....
They... they are too blendy, I need another approach....
