its a good life lesson i think. i need to experience more weird painful stuff like this so i can be wiser as a person (ponders my orb)

im like in emotional limbo where im not sad enough to cry. i just feel numb overall. it’s weird cuz i had a period where i really loved and cherished them. i dont hold any hatred, im just disappointed. maybe a little petty too.

🫩 been utterly betrayed by someone i thought i could trust but i shouldnt be too mad cuz i literally put myself in that position. i just had a glimmer of hope. im gonna have to wait a month or two to actually fully cut them off tho or they might hunt me down LOL

its been over 2 months and i still like them but im going to have to take the L bc they mightve had someone else in their life 💔 i dont want to impose + im not ready to get serious anyways. i still enjoyed fooling around though, it was fun

i need to remember to be confident in my every move because people laaaave someone who is sure of themselves

getting anxious over possibly saying the wrong things or getting too familiar, too sweet, too whatever... but then i remember that im on my idgaf era and everything is fine again

Three filipino warriors dressed in armor isnpired by Mindanao, Luzon and Visayas. They are illuminated by an iridescent light

Aswang Hunters from the Philippines, hailing from Mindanao, Luzon and Visayas 🇵🇭
#KPOPDEMONHUNTERS #artph

its officially been 1 out of 3 months and i still like them a lot but i dont go crazy like i did before. the puppylove stage is over?? not really? its like less intense cuz i still get flutters whenever they speak to me gehehe

OH MY GAAAWWDD BOBBEEHHHH

cooking some bobby stuff 😛😛😛😛 mlem

getting to know me is a privilege

i rlly like how no one has a clue about who i am LOL. just consume my art, dont perceive me as a person!

its nice to finally find 1 or 2 people i can rot out on

i dont really talk about my hyper specific interests because i know nobody gives a gaf (WHICH IS FINE AND VALID). but you cant make me open up when i know u arent down to have an actual convo with me abt it or give me the responses i want. so i dont even try.

like… i didnt know they were chill like that 😅 pls talk to me more about this super niche thing pls pls pls pls thank u

every time bro gives me any amount of attention, i squeal! the both of us are too busy with our own things and we dont actually have much to talk about… but every time we do, i learn something new that gets me head over heels

LRT TRYPTICOOON

Transformers Gigastorm upgrade set.

Transformers Gigastorm upgrade set with Toyhax stickers.

Transformers Gigastorm upgrade set with glowing LEDs

Nonnef badge for TFCon.

In addition to the Bludgeon sets, the Gigastorm collaboration with @toyhax.com will also be available at TFCon Toronto.
We'll be floating around the lobby and the dealer room, just watch for the badge.
The set will go up in Aug on the site and have an LED option.

#transformers #tfcon #tfcontoronto

every time i see their name, the world falls silent for just a moment

crush so bad it makes u look stupid LOL 💔 theyre so cute i could throw up

why is bro so cute waghahaahsahahshahgdhahdsgdhhdgsgd

first attempt at making my own designs for Optimus Prime and Megatron. for these 2, i wanted to go a bit safer with the designs, keep them recognizable. they have some design elements from the toys and action masters. and for alts, i want to go more futuristic like TF animated.
#transformers

by the time i move out im gonna be such a brokey 💔 ill still be working super hard even after ive settled, unfortunately. its scary but at least ill have my own place

so close yet so far until i reach my goal and pay for my own home.. i need to work harder 🥺 i need to take like 20 comms a month or sumn LOL

this acc has turned into my crush diary honestly 💀 MAKE THE INFATUATIONS STOP!!!

i thought i was getting over them but then i saw a picture of them and started gushing and blushing like crazy. SO CUUUUUTE……

da feelings mellowed out but i still find myself anticipating them everyday.

the worst part about this one is that they clearly don’t reciprocate this time around LOL. no teasing, no hints, no playing around. theyre just a lovely person to me 😵‍💫🤷🤷

taking friend’s advice and waiting 3 months again for this stupid crush to die down… infatuation makes me feel so paralyzed eughhh

me when i barely get to know a mutual and they treat me with kindness and patience (the bare minimum): 😍😍😍😍😍🤤🤤🤤🤤🙏🙏🙏🙏🥀🥀🥀