First up, all the flowing, wave-like grays of the sky, in "A Stormy Sea of Sky": wingssilverwork.com/a-stormy-sea....

Sterling silver; seraphinite.

side profile of grey and white fluffy cat in front of artificial peony flowers.

meow 🐱🌸☀️

Also hence my desire for the exercises! And my re-encountering this weird fucked up feeling, and my new determination to figure it out.

They give way sometimes, tho many of my joints do for different / overlapping reasons. I get pains in them sometimes, when my feet land while just walking. Like sharp deep stabbing "I cannot move come hell or high water," shouting 'fuck fuck FUCK' pain. It comes and goes, in clusters.

It is a very romantic name. I figure the 'duckshit' oolong I order with it balances out the vibes. 😂

Those flavor notes sound very appealing! I will look for them, thank you.

Right??? It sounds made up. Like "I feel crazy" levels of sounds made up.

lotta "the body keeps score" kinda responses in the comments tbh

screenshot of a net search result that says: When I do the clockwise/ counter clockwise motions with my ankles, or even flexing/relaxing etc- a deeply uncomfortable feeling bubbles up within me. It is so hard for me to even articulate what this feeling is other than it feels "yuck". It feels like a bit of fear, anxiety, disgust perhaps?

hey look

now deleted tho so i can't read more than this

A baby raccoon

A baby raccoon

Meanwhile
A timeline cleanse:

I went to change my snow tires to summer tires this afternoon...

And discovered I've got a raccoon nursery in my shed.

It is hard to describe. Closest I can come is "disgust." Holding my breath is also my instinctive response. Trying to think about anything else. Stomach churn. I'm not much of a puker but it's that general sensation.

I feel less insane knowing you experience this too, AND I'm sorry you do ._.

So a sampler sounds perfect.

I mostly drink oolong otherwise, and I'm not picky about that, so long as it's a proper quality source.

Cloud Mist. I had it in white2tea's subscription back when I got that. Loved it. I did pre-order some but not much this year cuz I'm on a tighter budget.

It's possible any fresh green tea would delight but since I know that one I just always get it now. ^^' I also had to learn it needs to be fresh.

ok not to be weird but thank god because if it's not just me then it's not PTSD after all

ok ok *deep breath*

THANK YOU

IT IS REALLY FUCKING WEIRD AND I HATE IT

It's like. Maddening and confusing and interferes with trying to help my body!! WHAT IS HAPPENING!! WHY!! T___T

...ok so now I don't know if it's because the motion itself is gross to me (which is possible, I have so much body based NOPE overall)

or if it's because it REMINDS me of my short stint of actual PT after my first physical therapist experience, with a lying fraud who murdered his family

goddamnit.

The way it is now, but it's a known source so it doesn't bother me much. Thank you tho!

It's the random body part movements grossing me out that really puzzles me. Why does intentionally moving my ankles around give me the willies!! Just weird.

My neck is ganked up because it compensates for the weakness of one of my shoulders after an injury (for which I received fake PT by an actual fraud...) By the time I got to real PT my insurance cut me off, so it's sort of just. -

Oooh thank you. I need some new green tea. Always kind of at a loss when I can't get the one kind I know 😂 but I am not too picky so it's fine.

A "Little Free Library" filled with only Merriam-Webster Dictionaries

Happy National Library Week to whoever did this.

Interesting. That does make sense to me for the head/neck!

(They were fine.)

Two seats! a 16 week discussion & exploration of our cultural relationship to death and dying

Starts tonight!

Its going to be an interesting gathering of people!
& can gladly make room for a couple more

Pay-what-you-can/by donation

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Yard wagon full of garden pots and lanterns and small folded tables and stuff as well as a big plastic skeleton sort of embracing it all.

Spring chores.

Ok. Here's a question.

Does anyone else experience like. Physical disgust and discomfort doing certain physical motion / exercises?

Wantingto strengthen my ankles I found the suggestion to "draw the alphabet" using them. Great, just like PT.

But doing it makes me wanna vomit.

😵‍💫

I am not made of infinite patience.

I did flick some bees.

A cloud moved and my solar powered neighbor finally flew away.

More different kinds of bees than you could shake a stick at

if they weren't a
so conveniently all kind of in one place due to being stuck on my stuff.

Gently unfolding bits of fabric to free lost bees should've been on my to-do list but was not.

A long white gauzy fabric lying on the ground.

Hangin out. Waitin for a hundred bees to please fly off my frost blanket so i can put it away

I know it smells like plum blossom not but the actual plum blossoms are right there, tiny friends.