Or fucking sucks to have mutuals repost your art, or just post their own, and I instantly recognize the style.

I don't want to block them or hide their posts. They did nothing wrong. But simply seeing your style has a strong impact.

doing well. If you see this, you can always text me. I promise to never block you there and I know I'll have the same phone number until I'm dead. Zero chance that will ever change.

Say hi to Able and Tobin plz. And Prudence of course.

likely have a strong online presence the rest of your life. At least as long as your MS doesn't destroy your hand. If you want to check up on me in six months you might not find anything given you blocked me on Facebook and I don't really feel the urge to post here much.

Eye dee kay. Hope you're

able, willing, and most importantly do want to respond in the way you want me to. Whatever that might be. Whenever that might be. However that might be.

But I'm also hunkered down under the assumption that this was a forever goodbye. I know I can bypass your block and check up on you and you'll

control my own decisions and actions. I want you to feel safe and secure. Which is why I asked what I should and shouldn't be doing. Hopefully one day you'll realize you do feel safe again and want to get Thai or pho.

That's my minimum right now, be open enough in case you do reach out that I'm

Thinking about the recent past, wishing I could do this entire year over again. Or at least know that this last goodbye isn't inherently forever. That there could be a time in the future where we at least talk a little here and there. Nothing major. Not particularly close even.

All I can do is

Lol Facebook you so silly. And openly mocking me.

I took time off around your birthday thinking I could drive down, buy you lunch, give you your PS2, and drive home that same night. Now that this is impossible I don't know if I should cancel the PTO or find something useful to do with it.

I can't think of anything. :/

And work is increasingly stressful. So many changes in the last month. It's like an asymptote, straight up. Like I'm being tested.

At some point this dam will fail and I'll be the only one to deal with it.

I have never had as few a number of friends than right now. I have never have had so few opportunities to meet people as now.

I feel stuck. Trapped. "Depressed" doesn't really cover it more like "I only go to work because it's the only thing I can choose to do in order to maybe better things"

I just assume they're lying and it's the margin of error

Are we serious right now?

Why are we referring to 15-year-old girls as women?

Unblocking you was deliberate. I don't know what there is to gain but I don't feel like leaving you blocked here benefits me at all.

Call it a peace offering of some sort.

Then literally anyone can do your job

Unfortunately I can attest that this is how abuse cycles go.

Having escaped DV 10 years ago I can tell you that this is going to keep happening.

It’ll be “better” for a little bit but we will be thrown into another horrible situation sooner than later.

This doesn’t end until we get him out.

Night orange

don't give a shit and never did.

Until now. She didn't have the minimum level of respect for how close we were to directly end things months ago. It makes me question everything I've ever done for her.

Like buy us pho for my birthday. Me running errands for her. On my birthday. At the time I was

over and over every day in passive ways I don't feel bad for them anymore. They had total control over everything and decided it glaze over the hard part.

I feel so disrespected by them. 12 years of friendship, and I did so goddamn much to support them over the years. It's deeply lopsided. But I

Orange

my way into work and either get a fat settlement and I can move to Sacramento or I'll get to skip work for the rest of my life and my closest friend gets a rather sizable insurance policy pay out.

Win-win to me. I skip work both ways.

I told you I was on the case yesterday and here is the proof:

Alright sweet I need a new bumper cover for my Camry and getting it unpainted saves 50-60%.

We can use house paint right? Should save even more!

Sign me up. I've been working on my growls and howls for completely unrelated reasons.

This is my time to shine.

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girl take us with you

I'm gonna be digging insanely small silicon shards out of my hand for years.

Whoops.

I for one am shocked. Vaccines work? Huh.

DM'd dun did