I was on a hiatus from my social media accounts for creative works. I just hadn't been able to work on it. It's like a hibernation, and now the spring comes and I feel my mental state has been getting more uplifted. I may start uploading some contents soon.
Why do they make it as a default.... please make the original sound in whichever language as a default at least...
The auto voice-over feature on YouTube drives me crazy😖 Videos in Japanese get the AI voice-over in English automatically on a default, which is a bit annoying, but what is more, there's a bug and I cannot change it to the original sound in Japanese in its setting!
フィンランドのトイレにデフォルトでついてるトイレ用シャワー、本来はビデの代わりだと思うんだけどトイレ掃除するときに本当に便利で日本の家のトイレにも欲しい〜🥹 It may sound like a random but ほんとにI miss itだわ
There are so many things that I want do!!!!! I'll definitely spend much time for myself after I finish this current project😭😭😭
From my past experience, I've found I get a healthy condition both mentally and physically when I can adjust my work time (I mean, as a labour force) less then 20 hours a week and spend more time on my own creative work. I'll keep this in my mind after this project is done for my own sake.
Having loads of work causes me so much stress, anxiety, and fatigue so working too hard is definitely not my style, I just remembered it. Now I'm getting work by my client in a tight schedule like been working for 35 hours without much sleep for the past 3 days... my brain is exhausted I'm dying
It took almost 2 hours for me to customise my character on Monster Hunter Wilds 😂
Have you ever had the feeling of incapability in life, like there are so many things you want to do but it's too overwhelming to start even a small piece of the whole thing and just to take a baby step. I have been feeling this for too long.
Ooooo finally a video upload is available on blsky!!! 🦋
Going back to my family's home in Tokyo for about a week!
So the best is transitioning an image to specific language speaking at the moment directly, but even so, I still feel laggy sometimes. I wonder whether verbal thinkers still imagine words and sentences like reading a book whilst thinking and talking. That would be so interesting.
When my Japanese brain is dominant, what happens in my brain is transitioning an image to a Japanese phrase automatically (it pops out in Japanese!) and then translating it to English. That takes so much time... The opposite happens when my English brain dominates my mind whilst speaking Japanese.
As I'd been trained to verbalise in many occasions, some scenes or images are automatically connected to particular words or phrases in my mind. Still, I always wish I could tell what I'm thinking by showing the image I have in my mind to others.
I knew I was a visual thinker, but I've just recently recognised that's the reason why it takes much effort to process my brain to verbalise my thoughts. It's mind-blowing to think that not everyone experiences this struggle. I always wondered why some people could say something without thinking.
辛いと感じるような自分に対して起こっているネガティブなことを、口に出して言うと悪いものを引き寄せるという言霊的なものと、言語化して口に出すことで実際にストレスを少しでも和らげるという精神医学・心理学的な観点の話があるけどどうなんだろ。
何故だか、辛いことを口にすると逆に脳がそれを認識して幸福感に悪影響が起こるような気がしてしまうのはやっぱり社会的・文化的価値観に大いに影響されているということなのかな
Ok now I'll go to take a bath lol We decided to install an exclusive bath system in our house so I'll enjoy shoulder kakeyu and bubble massage whilst taking a bath with nice bathroom lighting like a spa🧖🏻♀️
Wooo excited!✨
Oh, and of course if you live in a nice apartment provided with well mentainance and facilities in a city, you wouldn't have such issues. Our new house is a renovated old Japanese house so it's getting freezing inside a house already🥶 We use a/c now but definitely need to get additional heaters...
I'd rather love the Finnish winter with the beautiful scenery covered by snow. The air is freezing but very clear. Anyways, it's pretty normal to have a bathtub at home & use it daily in Japan so I immediately understood why there's a sauna in every household in Finland hahaha
Actually the outside temperature is not that cold unless you live in the snowy area but it's freaking cold inside a Japanese-style house! Why don't they have any central heating system like Europe😭 Tbh spending winter in Finland was much more bearable as it's so warm inside a house.
It's getting cold here in Japan and now I need to take a bath everyday to warm up my body. It's the best feeling... I remember one thing I miss the most when living abroad was this bath experience. Sauna was good, but I'd still prefer bathing/Onsen idk maybe because that's my home culture.
Uploaded a new singing short so check it out!
月が綺麗な夜にふと口ずさみたくなる歌
youtube.com/shorts/KKzVw...
人に聴いてもらうことを意識するようになり始めた10代前半の頃から、歌をずっと練習し続けて何年経ってもその都度自分の課題が見えて、理想の歌声になれたと思える日は未だに来てないしそれが悔しくてもどかしく感じる日も多いけど、それでもやっぱり歌が好きでおのずと練習し続けてしまうんだぁ
To explain the context, English education in the Japan's school curriculum is not much practical. Teaching English neither as a communication tool nor as an opportunity to learn culture and society which construct the language. Its focus is heavily on grammers and readings for uni entrance exams...
But at least it's good to start learning a foreign language whilst doing things what you love. It's understandable why this type of lessons learning English by playing e-sports games is getting popular for kids in Japan recently. I guess it's better than studying English just for school exams.
I asked my 13-year-old English student what he'd like to play during a class, I suggested some other chill games which we can play together by communicating in easy English as he's a beginner, but he insisted he'd like to play Fortnite with me😂 Now I need to learn how to play... FPS初心者だけど先生頑張るね…🥹💫
![おやすみ泣き声、さよなら歌姫 - クリープハイプ [cover] #弾き語り #カバー #acousticcover #shorts](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:6hnzhkpzejoq443ohwqenbb3/bafkreiciymkotk6wxrvbfgukzk5vcysxl5ekghgyhv7shwnrwogbwnodee)
Have you checked out this cover yet?🌹
おやすみ泣き声、さよなら歌姫 - クリープハイプ [cover] #弾き語り #カバー #acousticcover
youtube.com/shorts/Izj26...
I may want to create another free bgm soon... it's been so long since I composed this one!
#VTuberAssets #stream #FreeBGM
![Just the Two of Us [cover] #acousticcover #singing #弾き語り #shorts](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:6hnzhkpzejoq443ohwqenbb3/bafkreiba3jo2jk7klujxf4ssterr37j5ygwuessymrh5x7ckygysolxxti)
Check out my singing videos in English too xx
Just the Two of Us [cover] #acousticcover #singing #弾き語り #shorts
youtube.com/shorts/jVHAd...