Psychologist & doctor: you ate twice a day that's great!!
Dietitian: eating twice means nothing if there's no nutrients in it :/
I know she's right but can we just be glad im eating at all jfc like the whole judging the things i eat makes me wanna stop eating entirely?? & surely thats common

It's so annoying to be in treatment and on one hand get scolded for things another one praises you for like can yall make up your mind

I have the same unless they're scrambled the fluffy way but any other shape of egg fills me sososo much & boiled i can only eat one 😭

How is my mom's old best friend literally worse than pro 4n4 twt 💀

Think im about to cut off a family friend that's been there over half my life.. idk man i feel so violated and i know if i told my parents what she did they'd probably make sure she never gets to see me 1 on 1 again

Anyway if i thought thursday and friday were bad oh man did saturday make sure to continue the streak of going from bad to worse!!

Nvm all good it included notifs from yesterday that i had already seen (& replied to?) because this app isnt even pretending to be functional atp

Im not even being dramatic here

30+ notifs.. do i even click that.. im scared

Something that pmo is how teachers in my major will make assumptions about students, yknow, the major where half the definition is to increase people's wellbeing, and when it's a room of 150 students i dont exactly wanna share private details to prove them wrong

I've felt numb all day i cant process this at all

Yall are the real ones ily <3

Because why do people acknowledge me here sm more than my supposedly close friends do 💀

Spoiler: most people straight up ignore you

Yknow who your friends are when you are in crisis honestly

Tw for rape so if u dont wanna read the rest i get it lmao but theyre looking for a guy in my town and im 90% sure it's one of the men who did the same to me a few years ago but i didnt report because i was too traumatised and now it happened to someone else and i know its not my fault but fuck 😭

Oh no i fucked up so bad

Still feel like total shit & i wish i could call my doctor but i cant speak rn so that's a little awkward

I didnt die yayy

I don't feel good rn.. at all

It stays rlly funny to me how a doctor two years ago was like "did you gain a lot of weight recently? you should lose weight your cholestrol is high" and it was high as result of restricting lmfao

Does anyone have signal gcs i wanna join more but i dont rlly find a lot lol

Brooo i keep eating before remembering to weigh myself fuck

The nice weather is improving my mood so much i wish it could stay april forever

:0 that's so odd wth

Wait since when do we have bookmarks i never noticed until rn

A total of 8h on the train today but im almost back at dorm... one more stop cmonnn

Dw i definitely didnt read it as you blaming that for it! And yeah 100% i do agree it sounds like she's using it as an easy excuse & would probably twist it if you try to say sth about it 😭

Agreed w/ the other reply that it definitely feels like entitlement that would be there regardless of if there's an actual difficult situation or not :/

Lunch omad :3