Sometimes I think about giving up on drawing like genuinely do I even enjoy it…

And it’s like no???? If they’ve been groomed since 12 they’re conditioned to believe it’s normal !!! wtf is ur problem blaming a minor and saying they should know better

I still think about this one callout post I saw on a groomer here where the person calling them out said they kind of blamed the child bcuz they had been groomed before like since they were 12 so they should know better

How is it the child’s fault if they got groomed how are you blaming the child and not the grown ass adult

Some people here need to stop victim blaming children for what they’re going through or went through

If it happens to my acct it happens and I just can’t use it I guess

Everyone’s sharing their accts… I kinda want to too but wtv I won’t

Shizuka wouldn’t say any of this!!!!!

I can’t accept it

Like I do.. but I don’t

I know I’m being greedy but I don’t really want to be loved

Tbh I just don’t want people to worry the less people worry about me and actions I may take regarding myself the better

I don’t want them to see this side of me

Like I want people who have my main to think I’m someone super happy and positive no matter what who never ever ever feels sadness !!!!

I don’t know how people can share their alts bcuz all I do is vent and talk about how much I want to k myself and idk how people would be okay with sharing that with others

HELP

I think I should add stuff to my dni in my strawpage on main or something bcuz no hate to this one specific subsky but I don’t plan on following you back if you’re a part of it like you can follow but I won’t follow back

:(

I’m sad

I’m going to change my username I think I don’t want to force people to see all my posts while trying to come across art of a cookie

All that’s ever taken out of my interests and what I like is always bad and negative I’m so fed up hah whatever man

This is why I never tell her anything I’m going to get a job and study and I’m never going to tell her what I’m going to learn bcuz why does it matter

And she’s such a jerk about our social anxiety she acts like the reason we struggle with doing this is because we’re lazy and not because we overthink things to the point it stresses us out lmao

I wish I could starve myself lmao

Not only that but like I’m so fed up when she points out my weight bcuz I struggle with an ed but she always comments on it

Like can you at least try to do what you preach

My mom always talks about how you have to be grateful and nice and all she does is complain about me and my brother and compare us to others lol

What’s wrong with me

Please

How change I change myself