Sorry ( not really ) to burst that bubble. Even if you don't believe it, that's what it amounts to for a victim.

So, yes. I am going to put this on you. Because that's exactly what this amount to — at the end of the day, he broke down because of all of this and explicitly said it was mainly your actions that led down this path.

Just like how it's not your job to fix your friendship, which by the way, is a very disgusting claim to put on someone who was in a very horrible mental spot, it is not his job to reprimand his peers in public.

Because that's exactly what you did. And you disregarded everything about him for the sake of your own image. You continue to downplay everything you said to him and about him.

Would you like me to show you? Hm? Do you want me to go analyze and trudge up every single breakdown and message I received from him? Would you like for me to hold your hand as I explain to you every wrongdoing you did to make him feel less and less of himself?

He talked to you as an equal and with no malice. Don't make it seem like he was lashing out on you for no reason, because I know DAMN WELL that's not what happened.

Don't spin this around to make it seem like he was treating you oh - so horribly in a place where he was actively splitting and stressed out with everything going on, where he felt unheard, and especially in a situation where his mental health wasn't being regarded.

so I don't expect you to pick up on how insensitive that statement comes off.

I have no hand in stating what his feelings towards Doug truly is, nor am I going to press him for that answer. I am here to defend HIM, what I witnessed, and telling YOU what YOU made him feel.

heartbreaking it is to see someone as strong as Midas break apart and lose so much of his motivation over the course of this entire ordeal affected him.

I would say that you should've known that by the way he was constantly telling you how unwell he was, but you seemed to not care,

And please do show where I am guilt tripping you. I am telling you what I HAD TO WITNESS. I am telling you how it was for US. How every single day I had to hold my breath after a night of his breakdowns over this entire situation hung over his head. I am TELLING YOU how +

Speaking of, here's an example of how he was more than behind you on this entire ordeal.

We both have a hard time believing removing his name from the document would've caused more issues. You did not listen to his pleas, therefore, I believe you are guilty on that end. Sorry, sweetheart.

It's not that you didn't tell your friends to not be friends with them. It's how you went about it. It's how you painted everyone. And while I won't deny what does and doesn't need to be called out, I WILL say how you treated him behind closed doors is worse than what you've been accused of.

So here we are!

And I know you're lying to me on this front. Is that what makes it convenient? Telling everyone else something else to make it seem like the blow isn't as harsh so you can walk away without more shame attached to your name?

I have his permission to stick up for him and make him feel heard for the hurt he has felt for months on end. I got his permission to speak for what he's been struggling to actively put out for months. I have the authority to speak on his behalf if he wants me to.

' I disregarded Midas's wishes speaking on you about this. ' No, I got his permission, and clarified again with him. Attached is proof of his statement, as well as a previous message before I made this post. I have every sense in the world to defend my partner from everything that affected him.

you disrespected the fact his head was not in the right space. The friend group outright thought he was crazy because of the different stories being told. As far as I'm aware, this has not changed.

Don't talk to me like I don't know anything or I'm stupid, girl.

He was willing to make things right between you both, yes, and I'm not denying that he wasnt willing in the beginning, BUT!

outwardly expressing between the both of you — they both wanted to ensure each other's health before continuing.

You are completely missing the point that he was so severely fucked up by this entire situation and the repercussions inflicted because of it.

' He was completely willing to talk. ' -> ' He backed out. '

He outright said he was spiraling because of this. Shifting that blame onto him is not fair for the headspace he was in. He was willing to help BOTH of you but the moment Doug noticed his mental state — something that he was +

I hope your ' fickle loyalty ' can be tested the moment everyone knows what you did to Midas. Because I'm not standing for the hurt you've caused anymore. Your influence means nothing to the lives you've tainted.

his friendship and kindness and adoration for nostalgia with you says so much about your character, and you barely address it because it's not something you want to come to terms with.

I'm so disgusted by you. I had to ensure he wasn't alone and not on the verge of harming himself because of you.

If he was dead today, I would've pointed that blood back in your palms and tell you to take a good look at what you did.

You can sit up here and say ' it wasn't relevant ' but the fact you have made a mentally ill individuals life significantly worse because of you taking advantage of +

Was this really all worth nearly driving someone to the point of isolation and messing with his head, making him feel worthless and unsafe in a space that you created to smush under your thumb?

Was it worth it to destroy everything he stood for? Sending him to the hospital for it?

You can sit up here and try to defend yourself from the accusations with A and Doug and whatever, but you CANNOT excuse what you did to Midas anymore.

And the more you brush it under the rug, the more I'm gonna pull up that rug with a big smile on my face and ask you : was it worth it?

that his friends and your shared friend group were on your side. You made SURE he was isolated and made him spiral further and further so he could be labeled as crazy, and no one would be there to support him.

I know what you did. I know what you did to HIM.

He was getting to a point where he couldn't take it anymore. And all he wanted you to understand was that he was hurt and tainted and didn't know what else to do to appease you anymore.

You spun everything around to make SURE that no one believed him. You made SURE +

Spit in his face and claim it's not important.

But do you wanna know something?

You were nearly the reason for him being torn apart on the inside.

I watched it. I was there. I have been here by his side listening to him slowly and slowly growing more and more detached with himself.

YOU are the reason he could barely function for MONTHS. He TOLD you that. He BEGGED you. He BEGGED for you to listen and and tried to make things right in a situation that he tried to mediate, and he had NO REASON TO.

He wanted the best for you, and all you've done is +

Everything I've talked about with ' he ' is Midas, btw. You say that it's irrelevant how he made it into your conversations but YOU are the REASON he WENT TO THE HOSPITAL.

How about the fact you only cared about your credibility and hoping Doug and Kay got chased off the platform that you didn't want to share with them, all because you didn't bother to be patient to communicate your issues with them like an adult would?