Same. All the same.
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When I was a kid I liked the spice girls. At KB Toys there was this automated toy of the spice girls singing. My step father basically made fun of me for wanting a girls toy. I'm starting to remember signs as I'm exploring who I am. I really wish I had the freedom to explore who I was back then.
So fucking good
Went to Scarborough Fair today and had so much fun. I am super tired but happy tired.
Same! All the same!
I'm pretty good at exploring my sexuality. But as of recently I've been exploring my Gender. Why is it that I can walk into a dungeon, a swingers party, or a polyamorous meet up and feel right at home, but the second I start exploring my Gender I'm terrified? And why do I gaslight myself about it?
Absolutely he would
I want to say this. I think I need to say it. I was a Harry Potter fan as were many of my friends. I morn my love of the Fandom. But I can't support the work of someone who wants to destroy people's lives for the crime of wanting to be happy. If you still support her work you are not an ally.
So for some reason I pick the worst times to explore myself, what i am, who I am. But I'm going to fucking do it. While I was streaming I met someone very special. She is authentic in the worst place to be authentic. If she can do it so can I.
HAPPY TRANS VISIBILITY DAY!!!
Graphic 2 of 5. Ten book covers on a background of the Transgender Pride Flag. The books are: You Weren't Meant to Be Human by Andrew Joseph White; Quill and Still by Aaron Sofaer; The Deep Dark by Lee Knox Ostertag; The Out Side: Trans and Nonbinary Comics by The Kao, David Daneman & Min Christensen; The Pirate and the Porcelain Girl by Emily Riesbeck; To Drive the Hundred Miles by Alec J. Marsh; The Last Girl Scout by Natalie Ironside; Hell Followed With Us by Andrew Joseph White; Nimona by ND Stevenson; Embodied Exegesis: Transfeminine Cyberpunk Futures ed. by Ann LeBlanc.
Graphic 3 of 5. Ten book covers on a background of the Transgender Pride Flag. The books are: The Story of Silence by Alex Myers; When the Angels Left the Old Country by Sacha Lamb; Love Lies and Cryptids by ML Nolan; Someone to Build Me Up by ML Nolan; Faltas by Cecilia Gentili; Lucy, Uncensored by Mel Hammond & Teghan Hammond; Cafe con Lychee by Emery Lee; Make Room for Love by Darcy Liao; Skullrunner by Vyvre Argent; Watson's Sketchbook by Lee Knox Ostertag.
Graphic 4 of 5. Ten book covers on a background of the Transgender Pride Flag. The books are: May the Best Man Win by Z. R. Ellor; Peter Darling by Austin Chant; The Affair of the Mysterious Letter by Alexis Hall; Ninefox Gambit by Yoon Ha Lee; Victories Greater than Death by Charlie Jane Anders; Wildforged by A. C. Bauer; The Pairing by Casey McQuiston; Dead Collections by Isaac Fellman; Leech by Hiron Ennes; The Sapling Cage by Margaret Killjoy.
Graphic 5 of 5. Ten book covers on a background of the Transgender Pride Flag. The books are: A Hundred Vicious Turns by Lee Paige O'Brien; Worst-Case Scenario by Ray Stoeve; The Works of Vermin by Hiron Ennes; Old Wounds by Logan-Ashley Kisner; Key Lime Sky by Al Hess; Godly Heathens by H. E. Edgmon; The Genesis of Misery by Neon Yang; Compound Fracture by Andrew Joseph White; Most Ardently by Gabe Cole Novoa; The Bruising of Qilwa by Naseem Jamnia.
Happy Trans Day of Visibility! Weโve gathered a list of 40 books we love by authors who are openly under the broad trans umbrella โ transgender, nonbinary, genderqueer, etc. Many of these books also feature trans characters, and all are queer!
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So I have 7k followers and 5.5k following on this platform. I want to grow on all my social media. So let's try an experiment. I'm going to put all my links here. I want all my LGBTQIA+, ENM, S-WORKERS, STREAMERS, ALT, and NERDS to follow me on all my platforms.
allmylinks.com/grayr1v3th3ad
So im finding that my life is becoming an interesting cocktail of lifestyles. I am a swinger, polyamorous, pansexual, in the kink community, a streamer, and a content creator. Im not overwhelmed but I am interested how all these fit together.
#enm #poly #twitch #streamer #swinger #pansexual #bdsm
I have a few extra PC parts, and today I finished getting parts for this PC. These parts won't make a top-of-the-line PC, but they can make a retro-gaming machine using Batocera Linux. Follow my streaming bsky for updates.
bsky.app/profile/gray...
#twitch #twitchstreamer #retro #linux
This is a clip of R.E.P.O. from our game nights
If you like what you see, I stream every Tuesday and Thursday on Twitch from 7 PM to 10 PM central
www.twitch.tv/gray_r1v3th3ad
I am really trying to push to get my follower numbers up. Luckily, I am an honest slut. Will you please give my Twitch a follow? I promise chaos, laughs, and music from independent artists.
www.twitch.tv/gray_r1v3th3ad
Recently I find myself wanting to explore who I am.
Any influencer, content creator, or company that gets in bed with Linus Tech Tips immediately loses my interest and my money.
The current state of modern gaming is a joke. On top of that, it turns out the AI mage data centers aren't even using the DDR they bought and are just stockpiling it. And get this, they pre-purchased DDR stock for 2027. If we are lucky, the AI bubble will pop soon, and maybe we can buy parts!
So I have started making video logs to talk about the shit that's on my mind. I talk about the state of the world, my streaming, becoming healthy both physically and mentally, and exploring who I am. The thing is, I am afraid to post the videos. I'm worried about people seeing the real me. IDK why.
This needs to be an album cover
It's Tuesday, which means I will continue my stream of F.E.A.R. Join me on Twitch at 7 PM central. On a personal note, if you could keep my stream going on a device tonight (even if you aren't watching), that would be awesome. Thanks!
www.twitch.tv/gray_r1v3th3ad
This Thursday is a game night stream
Come join me on Twitch at 7 PM central.
www.twitch.tv/gray_r1v3th3ad
I embarked on this journey to prove my ability to succeed in streaming and beyond. Overcoming my self-imposed obstacles, I aim to break free from isolation and reconnect with art and people in my life. I will document this transformation as I embrace new experiences and fully engage in life.
This Tuesday, I will continue my stream of F.E.A.R.
Come join me on Twitch at 7 PM central.
www.twitch.tv/gray_r1v3th3ad
Honestly, I don't give a fuck about the Super Bowl. I hung out with some people on Twitch and Discord and had a fantastic time.
So I started streaming, and I realized I want my streaming Bluesky and Twitch to have all the LGBTQIA+, BIPOC, sex positive, and alt as possible.
I want people to know that bigots, racists, and fascists are not fucking welcome.
@grayr1v3th3ad.bsky.social
www.twitch.tv/gray_r1v3th3ad
Tomorrow at 7 PM central, I will be playing F.E.A.R again. It is one of my all-time favorite games of the early 2000s
Come hang with me on www.twitch.tv/gray_r1v3th3ad
#twitch #streamer #horror
Crashed twice. yay...
Do me a favor and follow my Gaming bsky @grayr1v3th3ad.bsky.social