Starting to think no news is bad news here

Really need good news this week

*bilbo voice* but why shouldn't I?

Instead I am playing counter-strike idk if that's better but at least I can jump into deathmatch without losing an hour every time

I know my mental health is in a wild place right now because I seriously thought about reinstalling dota 2

Yeah I fucking hate this shit, people instantly switched to "He got a bad deal" crap like they are encouraging him to keep bombing?? Too many people care more about dunking on him than they do about actual Iranian people dying.

I want to take off my head and throw it around like the fire gang from Labyrinth, I think that would help

It's kinda slow and expensive don't worry, not missing much lol

You forgot about BART (Bay Area Rapid Transit) and the anime mascots

www.bart.gov/news/fun/anime

Anxiety about another genocide slightly delayed, time for anxiety about the job hunt again, I guess that's an improvement?

I'm trying to do a puzzle to keep my mind busy. Not sure if it's helping.

Nothing to even say. Nobody with the power to stop this is willing to do anything real or they are psychos going along with it. Absolutely evil country.

I'm manifesting, lighting a candle, praying, thinking positive, looking at sacrifices next, if anyone wants to throw a spell or call to your specific God/god/gods I'll take it, deals with the devil whatever works

It's a very good podcast!

I just need to be put into a coma for like a week

I'm going to explode from anxiety waiting for word on this last interview, pretty much fucked if I don't get it, gahhh

Frame #6746 from E37 The Plant

I think i fucking nailed it actually

I really really really need today to go well, final round interview, let's gooooo

Every time some other country like the UK wants to join in but they won't use "no kings", because they actually do still have a king, it cracks me up lol. Like yeah that probably shouldn't be a thing anymore, how do yall have people taking royal bloodlines seriously in 2026. They can get a job.

Good on everyone getting out to the no kings protests today, I'm coughing shit up still so I'm staying home not trying to get people sick. I'm skeptical of the whole "3.5%" thing I think there are a lot of other factors, but either way it's good that people are out and seeing that they aren't alone.

I think fever is lower today but still there, of course this would happen now 😭. Gonna try to rest up today, do some basic research stuff or something, then get cracking on this. Have basic outline ready but I'll probably need to double check it I was very feverish while making it lol

Yeah didn't need 103 fever today , damnn

Oh man got a pretty sizeable assignment for this interview, I really wish I wasn't getting sick right now lol. I've got the weekend at least though, really need to nail this one

Well I managed to get through GDC without catching any illness but now I seem to be getting sick. Weird. The stress lately probably not helping

I'll look into the games you mentioned, would love to see that video if you ever do decide to make it!

I appreciate the reply and the fact that you asked!

I don't know that it's a satisfying answer for me lol but it is what it is, better than portraying them as the "noble savage" or whatever. I do wish we had more games that actually dealt with the topic. Maybe I should look into it... 🤔

Multi-week interview processes are pure torture for anyone with anxiety, just a cycle of pre/post interview anxiety that never ends with increasingly high stakes. I know I need to relax a bit but can't really stop myself from thinking about it, absolutely exhausting.