things aylen would say unfortunately

"i've been electrocuted since i was a baby that's all" do you fucking hear yourself killua

heh

i'll get you for this one day.

I LOOK AT HIM AND I SEE MY WEIRD UNSOCIALIZED CAT STARING BACK AT MEEEEEEEEE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE

this just circles back to the kurama aylen venn diagram that lives in the back of my mind

ngl kurapika's brand of being normal until he really isn't is very aylen adjacent in the same way killua's brand of being a complete lunatic while also being the voice of reason is very aylen

im freaking the fuck out guys i won't lie

moon motif not only as a distant ephemeral mystic entity but also as an eternal companion, the light in the dark, the comfort and serenity of a lover and friend

"From a simple glance, we see it as gray, but with the right lens, its entire palette appears: blue from titanium, orange from ancient rocks, and more iron on the far side."

and i said oh im sure...

vindicated in aylen's eyeballs once again

evergreen fact

it Is evil how love interests w their own baggage are allowed anywhere near this poor creature but the self recognizes the self or whatever ig

the melancholy of teen aylen is very different from the melancholy of mid twenties aylen

as they grow older i think what's really happening is aylen's acceptance of who she simply is, finding peace with the pain, allowing it to simply Be, and growing from it... which is a stark contrast to her in adolescence, bitter and confused, shutting down and distant... their inherent melancholy

AND ANOTHER THING (dragged off stage)

something to be said about the fact that aylen's resignation to loving and losing being Unable to do anything //but// love regardless... the fact that she will get so angry and feel hateful and then regret it but that too is just love... where do they put it

law needs to be exterminated tbh

FUNDAMENTAL

can anyone fucking hear me

i think one of the fundamentally issues aylen is constantly facing is the fact that people are always leaving. what is it about them that makes them so easy to leave? and why is she always so willing to wait

aylen composing/writing insanely depressing songs alongside funny poppy bops is the funniest dichotomy i think i can give them what are they fucking doing man

i think that's why aylen's love can be so terrifying... it really is just the mortifying ordeal of being known, of being seen, of being stripped down to your essential parts,

HARP SPECIALIST XV!AYLEN

this goes back to the disconnect aylen has to her own emotional threshold, the way this is her trying to bridge the gap to understand other people to feel what they feel to give something back to them to mirror their hearts

maybe it'll miss the mark maybe it's futile but there's beauty in the effort they always put into trying... there's meaning in that too...

there's something about aylen writing songs from her loved ones' perspectives, the way she takes time to really try and digest, interpret, understand another person, to turn their emotions into something visceral and palpable and real... idk i'm gonna cry again

prompto vc this is going to affect the world tour

IN UNIVERSE SINGER SONGWRITER AYLEN? WAIT

too much is never enough

im just saying with xv verse now marching ahead something insane could be happening here