Astro photograph of M 42 the Orion nebula.

My latest shot of M42 Orion Nebula. Taken with Seastar S30, stacked and processed using Siril and photoshop.

Photograph of the M 42 nebula taken from the Seestar S 30 Smart scope

I recently got a smart telescope to explore with, and I am loving every second of it. #astrophotography

Yeah it’s not perfect. For me it’s a godsend since first person makes me literally sick. Love having options

Having a great time with it. So happy for third person view.

Enjoy! I’ve seen them several times and every time it’s a wonderful show.

I can’t even get my head around having that go down on TV. wow I can only imagine the emotional roller coaster. /hugs

Tubi screen shot from the movie selection page spent my face in a scene from Song Of Solomon.

I still can’t get over seeing my face on Tubi.

Picture of Me in between Jey and Jimmy Uso.

Quick selfie with Jey and Jimmy Uso during the filming of a 5 hour Energy commercial several years ago. #wwe #yeet #wrestling

I can’t even imagine what a pain in the ass that was, but it looks absolutely amazing

I get it. I really do. I tell myself it was worth it. But I’m not so sure. Sometimes it’s just really fucking painful and I wish I hadn’t opened Pandora’s box.

I have two reunion stories and one was a fucking nightmare.

It really is scratching that old school itch for me and I am loving it.

Yes it is

Screenshot from the game Fantasian showing the character Kina, stating “it’s painful not knowing who you are”.

If Jrpgs didn’t have the magic orphan trope we would never have any games. They get it right a lot of the times but it sucks when you play to escape and there it is again. Oh hey Scott! Did you forget you were adopted? 🥚
Here’s a reminder… 😡

One of the benefits of being an adoptee that has reconnected with their biological family is: you get to lose your parents three fucking times. Awesome!

I grew up in Illinois ice fishing , but the lakes that I fished on no longer seem to freeze up. Something peaceful about sitting on a frozen lake over a hole just can’t explain it.

Adoption: The gift that keeps giving.

I was holding out hope that one day my parents might actually hear me and listen. Only to have that crushed under the realization that they are no longer mentally able. Why was I sent to live with fucking strangers?🥚 My biological father, who I barely knew loved me more and now he’s gone.

While I wouldn’t change anything for me, at times I wish I would’ve had a jeep to rebuild. I get it 💯

Right there with ya.

I’ve yet to find one. The best thing I found was connecting to other adoptees. We don’t all have the same experiences but just being able to talk to someone who gets it is so damn important. I’m curious what books get suggested.

I was adopted while my adoptive parents child was dying. I had the impossible job as a replacement. I found out that my niece who went to live with them for a while was also a replacement child. She didn’t deserve that. 😡🥚

Good morning my fellow adoptees 🥚. I hope you all survived the shitshow that the holidays can be. Me? Fuck! It’s going to take days to process the bullshit I just when through. It’s true that sometimes I would have rather been aborted than tossed aside to the fates.

Just thought I’d share a random thing about me that I’ve never shared publicly

I see dead people.

My life has gotten very strange over the past couple of years. I’ll share more in the future just had to get that off my chest.

Adoptees are the experts on what it’s like to be adopted. If you listen to anyone else on this subject then you don’t have a clue. Many of us will be happy to educate but you must be willing to listen. 🥚

I hate the constant reminders that nobody gives a fuck about us 😡

It’s taking a whole lot a weed to make it through the trigger minefield of fragile adoptive parents while mourning the loss of my family. 🥚. Why can’t I get high like the first time anymore 😢

Merry fucking Christmas.
Today at the dinner table my parents decided to share MY adoption story with everyone. No one ever asks me to tell MY story. They didn’t even ask why i got up and walked put of the house #fuckadoption 🥚

Dude that got me too. I was like daaaaaaamn. Well played.

Selfie of Scott on the left with his dad Mark on the right. Both men are smiling. You can barely see the waters of Lafe Superior

After almost 50 years I reunited with my dad. He died three years later. I took this picture in August of 2021 this is our last time together. He passed three years ago today and I am filled with so much anger and sadness over being robbed. Isn’t adoption wonderful? 🥚