I think because I'm so fixated at getting the fence painted at the barn my brain simply does not have time to deal with crushes.

okay I'm over my latest crush already
downloaded one of the apps today
it's bleak out there y'all!

really starting to understand days off and vacations and stuff

the fuck

If y'all see my instagram story content shifting to a lot more thirst traps and what not.. you can thank my current crush lmfao
Let's see how long this one lasts 🤪

I love wearing almost an identical outfit to someone else at the salon. Black shirt, black shorts, white socks and white shoes. We also both have heart tattoos above our right knee with words in it.

hell yeah

I made the most garlicky, gingery, spicy lentil soup known to humankind. This soup will cure me.

like still definitely sick, but I finally managed to start the day without having to take cold meds.

today is the first day in a WEEK where I woke up not feeling deathly ill.

I think I need to hit up a thrift store real soon.

instagram algorithm needs to catch up.. I've been diagnosed with adhd already! I don't need to get diagnosed again. Chilllllll

this cold can kindly fuck off now.

And if you see boogers on my septum ring.. no you didn't.

when I was leaving the grocery store the other day this man like a few feet in front of me just coughed into the world. No attempt at covering his dirty
mouth. Just coughing raw dog. And I didn't have time to not walk into his germ infested cough cloud. So I blame him for my cold.

I've done a couple covid tests and they keep coming back negative but like whatever this summer flu/cold I got really sucks ass.

Yeah I feel like I missed the prime time of mid 20s to completely shave my head. Like I still *want* to because of the heat but I feel like I couldn't pull it off as well anymore.

I want to grow it long.. but like as soon as it's over 25.. naaaah.

trying to figure out which cold medicine is most goated to make me feel human enough to just chill

days like today are days I want to chop allllll my hair off

“who hurt you?” MYSELF BRO. MY BRAIN IS FUCKING MEAN

y'all if I have covid I'm gonna riot

but no.. instead I talked about my air conditioner and my skin care journey mainly.

Too many times it's all "if I just fix all of these things about me, life would be easier" or "I have these 5000 things to do and if I just did them I'd be a better person"

Yesterday my journal entry wasn't just an extended to-do list or things I need to work on. It was just mindless yapping like a journal should be. It was nice.

happy to report that I only took one vyvanse. I would be super Mario star mode right now if I had taken two and I am unfortunately not.

I took it.
We will find out in a little bit if I took one or two 🙏✨

hmmmm 90% chance I didn't take my Vyvanse.. but I honestly can't remember.. do I
A) risk double dosing.. I've done it before. It's sucks but I manage..
B) take a pill with me to the barn and take it in an hour if I don't feel it kicking in..

what if I started taking allergy pills again so I could feel like a real person and not be allergic to life all the time?
I ran out like a month or so ago and have been too stubborn to buy more. Like what if I can out stubborn my allergies and they just go away.

hell yes wax cake