thank you 🥹🫂💗

thoughts: bad
urges: strong
isolation: unending
plan: abstract
fear: attempt failure
no one: cares

ok my 15 mins of gacha happiness are over, back to feeling like i shouldnt exist

yay 🥳

WHO TF DID THAT AND WHEN

im guessing flins recently most likely but DAMN

the original achievement was childe hitting like 387k or something in 2021 during a buffed combat event

intrusive thoughts & self sabotage urges to round out the night

🆗️🆒️

well, at least my bout of extreme apathy has ended (i havent cried like this in too long, i needed it)

i just need to get to feeling less lonely and alone and unlovable (romantic) and undesirable (sexual) 🥲

i cant even string together enough time in a day that im not dissociated to even feel a shred of connection to any of the few friends i have left ✌🏻

i need someone to express attraction to me asap or i'll fade from existence like tinkerbell fr

my entire life feels like a big cosmic joke lmfao

april fool's day pranked me with the perfect shit storm of a day that is concluding with a meltdown 🤡

soft squishy bouncy boytits 🤤

puffy wet sensitive boypussy 🤤

#renheng au where instead of Dan feng forcing the gift of eternal life on Yingxing, Yingxing gained a Boothill body but slowly, crafting it all himself, so by the time they force Dan feng into molting rebirth he's made himself into a timeless weapon only to lose Dan feng forever

i just think it would be so beautiful (crushing tragic perfect) to have Dan heng have fallen in love with the Yingxing he was shown in his head and Blade is in love with Dan feng

oh this is DELICIOUS

congrats on the bladie eidolon & ashveil!!! sorry he took so many of your jade 🥺 but THEY!!!!!

just had an insanely awful intrusive thought which means it's time for sleep

You call them cute

any other habitual thc users struggle with intense cravings on (only) day 2 when you're trying to be more mindful & conscious with your weed consumption? bc this shit is CRAZY 😭

when they cum all over their pussy and push their cum inside with their tip

not really surprised i lost on sparxie but damn my hsr luck has been Not Great lately

it went from winter to summer in southern california 🫩

weird af !

why does this have 2 reposts i cant see wtf 🤨

BIG HUGE CONGRATS BESTIE 💓

An e-card that reads, "People are losing the spirit of the Ides of March. It's not about just stabbing. It's about coming together to stab in groups."

Happy tyrant assassination day!

I NEED THEM SO BAD! wolfie and bladie my BELOVEDS 🥹

i mostly want sparxie bc i heard her kit boosts up the main part of sw999's dmg so,,,,,we shall see 🙏🏻

good luck on your pulls bestie 🫶🏻

and worse, it was e4 clara 😭 (+ if i hadnt lost i would've had enough pulls for sparxie,,,,i Might try anyway, but rn i dont have quite enough to hit pity)

but yeaaah! im excited about the seer strategist 🥰

after seeing the 4.1 banners i decided to pull for yao guang, got her a lost 50/50 & 156 pulls later 🥹