ugh, i will get up and start my workout instead, it's fine.

it's a 'mirthfully chuckling under my breath' day

as soon as i try to take a nap the neighbor starts making loud noises and this is how i choose to cope today

tis nice when the chronic pain goes from a 7 to a 1 after some goodass sleep

(have a lot of makeup work to do tho bc ive been so unfocused. ty my partner and fictional blorbos for keeping me sane in these trying times)

the last 6 mins of ep 1 of witch hat living free in my head aaaaAAAAAHHHHH
THE MUSIC PROGRESSION

I WANT TO THAT SOUNDTRACK

witch hat anime in less than 8 hours ooohhh

i cant wait to rewatch the first couple eps again

scar*

scare flare ups Suck Shiiiit i wildly bounce between dissasociation and wanting to kill

my cure for this is to make fanart for fics and just comment it or just show my partner my art for a while.

the dread i feel whenever any one of my drawings gets more attention than usual

too many damn eyes

i wish paying rent was an april fools joke

holy moly LMFAO

Yeah!

can lob it at you if ya want

awful workday
therefore im putting cheese on top of this to be roasted fish

at least my partner is getting more snooze though *pats their eepy head

ahhh it was just really a lovely date yesterday. dinner at our fave local spot then we walked to the theaters and watched some fun shows

cursed to have decent visual memory bc since i woke up at like 5am (only having gotten 4 hrs of sleep) ive been replaying clips from last night's witch hat atelier showing and havent been able to catch more sleep

smh i have work to finish for a meeting and i gotta get started right now

SMH truly insane swings
but at least the strawberries at the farmer's market will be extra sweet TnT

we have a very good rapport and know each other by name.

i've learned a lot of cool shit just interacting with the local sellers at our market lol

forever grateful to my local fishmonger bc i can just go up to them and be like 'do you have any fresh salmon that i can inhale in one sitting' and they're like 'hold up i got one for you in the back of the truck' and it's literally perfect

me, who just inhaled said salmon for lunch.

there's a freedom in drawing the same favorite character over and over again without giving a fuck about anything else really. in fact hyper focusing on one gave me the most art improvement LMFAO

early 20s me could never, but i appreciate their efforts bc it got me some sweet mental gains long term

only 40 seconds of song on loop for 20 min, but it's so good at helping me get shit done

extended version of the hidden king's theme is my new pomodoro timer now lmfaooo

AAAAAHHHH (work)

congraaats!

ill have to do make lost work, after a nap.

also i refreshed my tasklist and the number quadrupled
it's neverending

what the--this render blue-screened my computer-
the fuck

i've also been drawing her everyday (as some of u would know)

but yeah ough. still funny to me how this silly game gave me the comfort character of all time.

im not sorry to say that i still think about korsica everyday UvU

i keep re-reading it because it's an awesome inspiration and resource while working on my own comic (also just a great story)

highly, highly recommend

-if any of my homies get curious i'll happily send you a link >:) join me! -