Man my mom keep yelling at me and my classmates keeps bullying me...i wanna hang myself because of my mom and classmates

sometimes i wonder if its my fault that everything is the way it is,im unathletic, unattractive and unfunny, things can go on. i wish i was special in some way,i often dream of being born someone else somewhere else entirely, lol

the outisde the school building. i cant lie that i did isolate myself but i did in hope someone would notice my absence, and my worst fear was to come true, no one noticed
i hate myself duuuude , lol, hope whoever reads this has a wonderfull day

i feel too aware for a person my age, and too alone, sometimes, especially during school i cant physically get up without forcing myself to, i feel aching everywhere, i listen to music all day and scroll, maybe even wait for someone to care, school breaks remind me of how little people care about

My best friend has a new best friend and I feel so jealous. We used to be really close and I think she doesn’t want to hang out anymore but I really don’t know.. I feel so stupid for being jealous because she has new friends and I don’t feel comfortable sharing with my friends.

after I post this, I'll regret for posting this cringe thoughts.

people, I stutter when I talk to strangers, I only have a friend.
No one talks to me, it's always I start conversation first. I'm just their backup friend, so I rather leave them than staying by their side looking like a decoration.
I still have a lot of things to say, but I'll stop now. Because

But when I do something she doesn't like or she's in a bad mood, she will say something like "I can't even get mad at you because you'll sad and saying I'm wrong."
I don't know what I feel. Do I feel loved? Yes? No? I don't know. Do I feel happy? I don't know.
I'm a introvert person, I'm scared of

something like mockingb in his words, something like if you don't experience this, you'll not be strong. That's when I really hate him. Your kid is struggling and you didn't even say or do something good? What makes you a father? My mom did something, she start to make me laugh and doing fun things.

have something to keep me alive. They just don't know if I didn't have those thing, they will not see my today.
I'm struggling, so I finally decided to find someone to speak. I speak to a doctor, she's very kind, and she help me talk to my parents. But things didn't go too well. My dad saying

too." But still, I forgive her because she's my mother.
I hate my dad. He doesn't deserve to be my dad. He doesn't care me, he is not respectful, he's just bad. We seldom talk, and I always use a cold tone to speak to him.
This year I was struggling bad and start to think to commit suicide. But I

bad. I'm mad at her, because it's not my fault, but there's something in my mind always tell me that she born me, taking care of me, so I shouldn't be mad and I need to considerate her. But there's just something I can't explain. "Why should I considerate her?" "I did nothing wrong." "I'm struggling

I don't know what to say about myself. I'm weird. I always feel envy when seeing other people having good friends to talk and play, having a good family, and just happy life. I have a normal family, we laugh, talk, but sometimes it's just incorrect.
When my mom scolded me it just hurted me really

but constantly think about visions of offing myself. I obviously don't want to die alone, but what should I do now ?

I have ADHD, and it may have worsen to the point that I couldn't go on normal with my daily life anymore. My only few friends are always busy, no one around is willing to listen, there's very few therapist for me to come by ( plus they charge way too much than what I have now ) and I just can't help

simply be happy. My discord: iimr1ven

I'm tired. I'm in love with my online best friend, but she doesn't like me back, I'm just like a lost puppy. She ignores me and lies. I got no actual friends and I get bullied both online and irl. My family is not okay financially and my grades are very low. I just want to feel loved, wanted or just

i feel horrible. the feeling keeps coming back. i just want it to end. i just want everything to feel normal again.

I can't eat anymore.

Charlie kirk

bogus binted

did you miss the part where ai and trans rights were equated as something inseparable? and also the fact that they're using it to make deepfakes, csam, bulk up the surveillance state, target minorities, and blow up palestinians?

i have a big headache ow owwie ow

Is this down?

i often wonder about the timeline where trump actually got shot in the head instead of getting his ear pierced

i love pizza

Idc im going to marry him

i don't know what im doing here

huh

I want him in my arms :(