Act like a scam, work like a scam, take my fucking money without informing me like a scam, your company and your customer service reps get treated like a fucking scam. I don't care if it was a glitch in your system, you stole from me. And I'm not letting it go until you return it

Hey, if someone's account says no payment due for the month, and then you charge them a late fee because they didn't make a payment for the month that said "$0 due" on the due date, you are in fact a fucking cunt and I hope your company no longer exists soon. I paid double last month you fuckers

I'm a compulsive liar. I say what I think people want me to say. I say what I hope will end confrontations quicker. I fake the smile and say what makes me appear financially and emotionally stable. I smile and bullshit my way through every day because I lost myself and have no care left to find it

I fucking hate how fucking stupid and unaware and naive and slow and easily manipulated I am. I literally just trust everything. Fucking kill me

Fucking tell me when I'm wasting my fucking time if you knew all along I was wasting my time. That was thousands of dollars you could've fucking told me weren't being counted earlier since you could fucking see everything you evil fucking bastards. You fucking promised and it was a fucking lie!

I love this "should've traveled before it was dangerous to travel" idea.
I would've loved to travel, anywhere. But I spent the last 4 to 5 years just trying to just stay housed and alive. I'm still not anywhere I could afford a vacation but why does it feel like the option to travel is almost gone?

I miss being apart of anything. But I don't miss fucking everything up

Overpowering was it going binderless in the winter. Now it's hot and I'm a bearded dude with obvious tits that can't be covered by winter clothing anymore. Shit

I'm so sorry. No amount of "you couldn't do anything" will ever change what I saw and what I could've done with just a few more moments, and more mental stability.
I'll die thinking about what I could've done differently.

Maybe I'll finally try seeing a therapist again. I obviously need it.
*Sees counseling prices have inflated once again*
We'll just trust the medications and try again next year

I wish the guilt would go away. I hold onto every mistake I make

I'm not proving my income to any of you fucks ever again because you don't like the fucking proof there is and you clearly hate anyone that doesn't work basic ass 9-5s. I'd rather fucking die

Wars going on and people still wanna do everything in their power to make you fucking homeless if you even dare slip behind on any bill. Sorry if I seem like I'm trying to distract myself with work, if I didn't I'd be dead

Look I was accused of taking too much or taking advantage of so much shit that asking for things meant being interrogated to figure out if I really NEED it. Asking for money even if your life may actually be over without it is still taking advantage of people. And I fucking hate doing that so fuck

What a waste of a human life I am

I'm not declining your offer because of you personally. I'm declining your offer because family assaulted me whenever I took more than I "needed" or I didn't pay back a gift or I took too much free stuff from a free stuff place and now anything I'm given that I didn't Earn feels like a bloody trap

People: You let people walk all over you. Try being more assertive and standing up for yourself.
People: You're being very entitled and ungrateful and it seems like you're taking advantage of the little we're giving you and you need to accept what we give you because we can stop and demand it back

Do people really want mentally unstable in their life?
I call cutting off everyone I once saw a favor, because holy hell would these meltdowns be embarrassing to have to be in the vicinity of.
I just don't want people I care about being dragged down by me and my issues anymore. Feels like abuse

Maybe if you fucking cared, life would be anything else right now.
This is your fucking fault

The team deserves stability and people that can keep a damn promise for more than 3 weeks.
I failed so i deserve the exile

Should I just finally cut them off?
It's only like the 10373658th time I made a promise of a comeback and then just , didn't. Not like I've done a damn thing that was valuable, but it felt like I was a part of something for a bit.
I'm sorry. It might be healthier for everyone to just leave sooner

Watching your opportunities go away because you just didn't participate, and not feeling the need to even try again. This hurts so much but I'm fucking tired of disappointing them. I shouldn't have made a single promise. I'm so sorry for all the promises that just ended in a final conversation

Fuck Discord.
Share those alternatives shamelessly

Mega isolated, super fucking lonely, yet even I won't waste water chatting to an AI.
Fuck genAI and fuck you for still using it

I hope every bank and card and company person that charges a late fee has an expensive medical emergency soon. Fuck you you fucking thieves

Thank you Markiplier for making me interested in seeing a movie for the 1st time in years

Fuck capitalism. Can't enjoy shit anymore

Been using video games to keep myself grounded to earth on worst days and now can no longer afford the game pass and all my best comfort games were free with the pass but 50 bucks without. I shouldn't be so childishly fucking upset but I'm running out of things I love here, this unnecessarily hurts

There's nothing I can do to fix my life without committing serious financial suicide to achieve it. What you call lazy or quitting or avoidance, I call being careful with the little time and money I have left.
Fuck all of you piles of shit who's A+ advice is having to spend money I'll never see

I hope every single one of you that shot a fucking gun at midnight tonight have the worst fucking year of your life