The School That Almost Destroyed Me • Toby Huxley Content warning: This post contains detailed descriptions of bullying, abuse, suicidal thoughts, and trauma from my time at secondary school. Please take care while reading.

New Blog: The School That Almost Destroyed Me

Not sure why but I feel like I’ve been emotionally numb and kinda just functioning enough to get through the days recently but today I’ve been hit with a wave of raw emotion and it’s a odd feeling after being disconnected for longer than I thought, not sure why or how but it’s a lot

Sharing from my other profile because this gorgeous human could really benefit from your votes, I’ve known them for years and they’ve done such great things for sex work, the art of sex work and they also really care about and understand the industry too - if you can help them you’re amazing 🩷

mixed x mashed (remixes + mashups) A compilation of remixes and mashups that I've created over the years

A compilation of remixes and mashups that I've created over the years (free to download until the end of February) tobyhuxley.substack.com/p/mixed-x-ma...

blackkk ICE (get the fuck out) ICE are evil scum, we all know that, and seeing the awful murders being carried out by ICE in America and justified by the disgusting Trump administration is truly sickening.

Fuck ICE, fuck them - bit.ly/3NFKAma #fuckICE #getthefuckout

So true, I’ve had people notice me in person from internet things and my ND brain goes fully BLANK and I get super shy 😅

Oh god I feel this in my soul *hugs* 🩵

If you see this, share your Smash Bros mains

So glad it’s finally the weekend, this week has dragged! #fridayfeeling #weekend

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adding music to streaming platforms regularly at the moment - latest track is Obsidian Heart - https://bit.ly/49xoZVt 🖤

Any music artists interested in doing a remix swap kinda thing? #remixswap

She’s now just said you can have 8 inches of carbs for dinner…and all my brain does is go “is dick a carb?”

Sat in a virtual medical zoom call for pre-diabetes and they’re talking about carbs and then someone asks if cocaine is ok…the person running the call didn’t know what to say! 😂

I want to discover lots of queer creatives - music makers, artists, producers, poets, lyricists, graphic designers, colloborators 🩵

New music: déjà vu • share.amuse.io/track/toby-h... #music #newmusic

Barber fresh, now I feel less like a Sasquatch #barberfresh #beardtrim #haircut

Oh no, that’s really shit - can you appeal?

So true!

Yeah I loved Tumblr, was pretty well known from it back in the day - but then they decided to nuke adult content

Early Twitter was a really lovely place, supportive, connective and real - it really became a hellscape full of so much negativity, grifters and violence. No thanks!

I was one of the first people to use Twitter when it started, thought I would miss it when I stopped using it but I really haven’t at all. Social media used to bring us all together but nowadays it seems that it’s now quite the opposite.

So sleepy this morning!

This year I want to collaborate with more indie musicians/producers, writing songs, remixes, vocals, tracks, whole projects. If you make music (or visual art for covers/videos), let’s chat and see what we can build. Email: iamtobyhuxley@gmail.com #creative #music #remixers #producers #collaboration

What I Was Really Hungry For From comfort eating to self-care, and the slow work of feeling safe in my own body.

New blog: What I Was Really Hungry For

Good morning everyone - it’s my first day back to work after a lovely festive break, it’s freezing cold outside (-7C). I hope if you’re working too that it’s not a struggle *hugs* 🩵 #backtowork #2026 #mondaymorning

Not my “sneaky” AuDHDump truck 🍑😂

Love Is Just The Echo (Demo) by Toby Huxley Listen now on your favorite streaming service. Powered by Songlink/Odesli, an on-demand, customizable smart link service to help you share songs, albums, podcasts and more.

Thought I’d start sharing some of the demos I’ve made, this is the first one and I’m definitely going to keep working on this one until I’ve got a non-demo version - song.link/lijtedemo

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Nicki Minaj really is a bellend!

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New Video: Henlo

Hello Again, Internet | VEDiN (1/30) YouTube video by Toby Huxley

Soft relaunch and daily videos in November 🩵
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