was thinking coming back to bsky but seeing what's going on *waves around* i think i'll stay over in tumblr ^^

is it perfect ? no

is it the socmed i've been in for the longest and refuse to leave it unless the whole site shuts down ? yes

A black haired male viera with black horns and lilac-white odd eyes is standing with his left hand on his back and right hand over his thigh, while glancing sideways, the noon sun's light hitting him from the left. He's wearing a black jacket, a necklace with the Azem stone, a form fitting sleeveless black t-shirt and black cargo pants. There's a small garden behind him barely visible.

Log update :
I still live and so does he.
It's been a while.

#ffxivoc | #gpose

well ig I'll just focus on writing for now,, no thought shall be allowed to be formed so I'll use all my brainrot juices for new fics

so my laptop finally gave its last :) no more xiv for me until i get a new pc ;;

every end of the year i hope they release ronan's winter outfit, and every year kog makes a fool out of me

i kinda forgot about the likability stories hh gonna do ragnar's next since i have her T version as healer for my pvp team

finally did hwarin's likability story and i now see where the fanarts of them in these outfits came from hh
also harpe's little ponytail 🥺 i wish we got a better view of him in this outfit ;;

im still sad we never got ronan winter outfit, only crumbs from hwarin's outfit and the special wallpaper ;;

being able to finally wear the edenmorn bolero for my main jobs [rpr/drk] is enough to make me jump of joy

there's nothing like getting connection with the server was lost during san d'oria 🙃

finally,, I've collected them all

your gothic novel protagonist

what if i make them go out on a date

he's starting to learn to live with these changes, but during the section of alexandria in dt, he was having a hard time trying to stay conscious
especially bc he doesn't like to ask for help, and tries to act like he's fine

since he was already sensitive to aether, now he also hungers for it, which he doesn't like, so he has a harder time trying to control it
and in situations like heritage found, or places with huge amounts of unbalanced aether, his body feels overwhelmed and sick, like he's craving smth

yune actually died, succumbing to his injuries from both the endsinger and zenos
but, since he's part voidsent, after he died, his avatar shattered the seal in him, which broke free his voidsent self
therefore he's no longer "human", but closer to a voidsent (not a full voidsent tho)

kagepro still one of my favorite music projects along with the seven deadly sins

i was obsessed with outer science, especially soraru's cover ;;

tho iirc those had been p popular since the 2000's in niconico 🤔

tb to the 2010's when it was p common to find fanvids of ships w vocaloid songs 😔 i still have my playlist of akakuro fanvids hh

listening to kagerou days and like,, hrrnn paro 👀 it works both ways bc both would sacrifice for each other 😔💔

i put hrrnn(T) and decanee(T) since i thought we could add four and was planning on also adding vice, doomed yaoi with doomed yuri 😩

might as well choose to put two harpes and one ronan or vice versa and a bed,, but the pets... the trauma 😳

i just filled it w 5 pets, and i think at times they get locked between furniture lol

i don't think so :( wanted to do the same after i realized we could only choose 3 (and 5 pets for some reason...)

also new icon for the season

yippee !!

devotion and obsession are certainly the best words to describe hrrnn(T) 😩🔥

if harpe brings back ronan to kanavan, can they truly be together if one of them is dying and the other is losing himself

this is what you get when you put together two self-sacrificing guys 😔

original T hrrnn are doomed by the narrative
ronan wasting away from tyrfing, and harpe being swallowed by darkness
my star-crossed lovers 🥲💔

my hopes for kog bringing them back for the next world stories are not very high 😮‍💨