being transsexual is so stupid

its okay . soon itll be mosquito season

awful time of year to live in a place where spring just doesnt happen

why stare at wall when I can be punching it

death death death death death death death death death and I dont even have to die I am dead

in all the madness I forgot the worst thing of all. I hate my job

every job is glorified website editing

I would do anything for a beer right now . except drive 10 minutes to lanark ontario

suddenly my body feels dead. or like its made of stone. all I feel is bone against bone.

who will be the first transgender in space

its a grim town !

there is something very special about a busted up volkswagen

not here thats for sure

the hottest and sweetest girl u know also has a head full of demons

hard to imagine that some people are happy . and generally enjoy life ?

trans life line is great highly recommended

I am having a crisis

I wish I was as pretty as girlfriend

I feel so ugly

rushed t4t lesbian wedding dress shopping is wedding on the absolute hardest mode, we have never fought so intensely and so much

"affirmed"

what is something I can do to make myself feel good

I need to dance and do drugs

ahw honey I miss you. ok. home soon. text me

maybe i'll be reincarnated as a theyfab

life is just constant stress and misery. I forget whether I actually enjoy anything

is anyone worried about me

sometimes someone says something that u know will immediately become part of ur world. thank u deli guy for "mashallah hot coffee coming at u"

and gf says - stop being cranky

and the furnace is broken