bedtime routine: one last look at the fictional characters that keep me going before i pass out

....... istg i hate meal times

#Jun #Junhui #Seventeen

The thing about biopics of famous musicians is you could just not make them. You could make literally any other kind of movie.

好运滚滚来

my cutie patootie

absolute crickets in job search too feeling drained af

finally threw out my old schoolwork and textbooks

kinda nostalgic reading all my old essays and notes

my brain @ me for no reason:

just wanna retire and go live in some quaint seaside town with my cat where i run a little bookstore that sells magical potions and spells that turn idiots into frogs and maybe help solve a local murder every now and then.

not 有趣 but 真挚 too

everytime i think i have a lil bit of freedom i get dealt with a new source of stress

in other news i traded a pc for a jun carat booklet and it seems like it will be arriving tomorrow. cant wait to gaze lovingly at beautiful junpis that fit the "friendly neighbour by day, psychopathic killer by night" vibes

a black and white cartoon character with a pink nose and a skull on its head ALT: a black and white cartoon character with a pink nose and a skull on its head

and that bought me another month of unemployment and crickets chirping

seriously though. i wanted this one job so bad and while i thought i bombed the interview the whole interview was also unprofessional as hell? interviewer was using their phone, rolling eyes etc i got shocked when i got an invite for the final round. ended up rejecting it though.

keep forgetting that i in fact am not waiting for an email telling me when coursereg starts but one telling me if i can move onto the next stage of interview

havent packed my bag

i miss studying but i genuinely dont think im cut out for research

??? dreamt that i was back in uni trapped in that god awful grammar module

i miss studying i feel like i've lost all sense of purpose in life

i just thought the kid was a lil shit and 10/10 would have given him the stank face and not hand over the snack

i have zero maternal instincts

some kid came up to our table and tried to swipe a snack off our tray. mind you he made a face at my mom and even blatantly said im gonna steal this snack

and my mom just handed the snack over saying oh he's just a small boy. poor kid must be hungry

like what

“hey, how have you been?” and this is how:

i messed up the dates of the deadline for applications 😞

lost track of one application 💀💀 but at least it's the one i liked the least

literally me the past week

accidentally wore my back brace to sleep and i don't think i can feel my ribs anymore

finally went out with my friends after 2 years 🤧

should i just do my masters job search is way too depressing