Posts by ast !!
love all of my agents eXCEPT for anhyewon who i will be burning in a pit. that man does not deserve my love but boy oh boy do i love to hurt that terrible guy !!!!
not getting my money nor my funny up but i Am getting that bunny (hao) up !!!!! haaaoooo i love hao so much i could cry. hashtag i heart my blue thing
realizing i am Not as good at this talking thing as i thought i was is actually quite humbling. like. well, i guess i've gotta get better at that! and then i feel Normal again... what a wonderful thing
cried thinking about them i'm actually donezo
warm up painting of an egg yolk
guys check out this egg i cracked the other day
mikahao kissign.... .gay ouepl.... not really gay but whatever they r so cute .
i never know what to caption art
a pale-skinned woman with makeup and orchid-purple highlights in her hair. she is wearing a pvc top and fingerless gloves, and a scabbard rests to her right.
she's so pretty ... i love designing my ocs and i love fashion !!!! aamshskhwjsgsjwv
missing my chud ocs even though they're right in front of me in my head. this treadmill of suffering has got to stop soon right
im going crazy
this probably counts as a yume doodle
hao hao hao
mikahao save me ... save me mikahao ... they're so cute and terrible ... destructive... they share cigarettes
//nsx nudity, x rays (gore?)
Even if you looked inside there’s nothing left
the dastardly beast has come to hunt me once more. it was midnight only 2 minutes ago. why is it suddenly several hours past it? time is a lie made up by big clock to sell timepieces
crazy how i can just think of mikahao completely unprompted . it's so awesome but at what cost (losing track of time)
a drawing of two characters, both with short brown hair. the one on the right is innocently looking off into the distance, and the one on the left is slightly alarmed, thinking "i think i like men."
sure they can be gay bro... i guess
they're fucked uppp haha writing something short rn and they're so cute but it will become Terrible
mikahao .... droolign emoji
i would absolutely eviscerate some kind of fried meat dish right now. hungry
Happy Trans Day of Visibility!
#transdayofvisibility #tdov
obviously there's more reasons why like "i need to leave some kind of blemish on this person who i see as perfect to make them like me" and making it obvious to others that they're *his* and only his because he can't stand the thought of being used and abandoned again... gahhh
putting his cigs out on themmm because he sees them as a plaything while also recreating what happened to him ... fuck they make me so sad
they're (playlist) killing me with hammers (making me think about mikahao) again. i miss them.
they're like a terrible emotional nuke to me. please. you need to understand
i'm shaking them so hard. fuuuck you guys are so unhealthy and terrible for each other. do NOT begin the downward spiral of wanting to own your best friend because you know them better than anyone else and ohh my god it's too late!!!
CLAWING AT THE GROUND . seeing yourself in the other person, loving it but feeling such shame that it becomes hate and a desire to make them worse to prove that the way you turned out was inevitable . you guys are fucked in the head
despite the horror yesterday i am still thinking about mikahao . my weird ass duo who hurt each other