I probably will not make it through summer.
Posts by Ernest:2026
In the hospital for a few daysβ¦
#FuckCancer
Quality of life: 3.5
Well, that fell flat.
10 years ago - certainly in better days.
Just the movie.
When the ink dries on our story
What will history reveal
Will we have been part of the problem
or a part of how we heal?
- Amy Grant
Words do matter, and I wanna get this right from yesterday's update.
#FuckCancer
It almost sounds like spam, like last year when people were sending messages saying, "oops I accidentally reported your account." And then the person would actually get locked out of their account for a time. Block that number and reported a spam.
I thought about you. I'd like to hear what kind of cancer you had, and what the lifelong treatments are, etc.
Correction: itβs INCURABLE.
Words matter and my nurse corrected me on it today.
Find one that fixes cancer.
I don't know why but anytime I do something like this - NO ONE responds.π€·ββοΈ
Opposed to just a little gay?
How about not gay at all?
Agreed. It's just so lame and stupid anyway. But in these times - people can kick rocks with that mess.
Angles in Oklahoma City.
I may have accidentally taken 10 mg of oxycodone last night. I just know that I slept about 7 1/2 hours straight through. I also had a dream with a friend of mine who died last year. She was showing me around heaven. When I asked her who met her when she crossed over, I woke up.
It's haunting me.
At least you're not on the floor.
I don't know what a bbno$ is.
After a visit to my oncologist yesterday, I don't know that my life will play out as I had hoped.
Just some up in the air stuff, and some subtle messaging of "do things now in case you can't later."
Nothing final. But it was a fuck of a visit.
They just announced the cast for the live action Scooby-Doo. Nobody asked for that either.
Yesterday was my birthday. My aunt in Oklahoma sent me a red velvet Nothing Bundt cake. I wasnβt very hungry for it last night. But I got up at 4 oβclock super hungry and had a small slice. Soooo good.
I still stand by the fact that red velvet is a lie. Itβs chocolate cake with red food coloring. ππ
Thank you.
Thank you.
What ice cream?
Thank you.
I share a birthday with Sondheim, Andrew Lloyd Webber, Reese Witherspoon, and William Shatner.
Thank you.