THE CROWD GOES WILD

🥚 app name is exuviae. Gonna give it a try and if nothing else will use it as a private vent (other mutuals pls pls follow me there I want to be a freak like I used to be on vent again)

it’s this poem

Hi if you're cool you should order stickers from me. Btw.

It literally says I'm part of a system there I cannot bear this shame. I have to go bury myself in an ice cave

The way I just WAILED upon a good fan artist discovering and reblogging from my shameful sideblog..... Please no. You don't need to know this side of me... 🍁

Throws an orb at you

Update: I had a lovely cemetery walk and now I'm making veg beef stroganoff for my handsome angel lad who I'm gay for

Bonuses: nice people at the bank, nice people at my new job. Unrelated to the phone calls lol. Last thing to do is my drug test. Sigh. 🔪

Whatever whatever whatever I'm going to get shit done today even if I've gotta pull teeth to do it. I can reward myself with a cheeky walk around the cemetery after

Like yes Tricia I know I sound like a 12 year old but can we not "miss" me every few seconds

Love waking up extra early to make phone calls where I'm misgendered every other word :) 🔪 ⚰️

transition is the most honest thing i ever did for myself

homecoming

Someday....we will have an unhacked switch so we can play with you both 🥺

Only one day after our market and people are asking us to come sell at their upcoming events ; w ; this feels incredible. Absolutely unreal 🔪 🪶

Random people stop fucking liking my posts challenge! If idk you, fuck Off!

BILLIONAIRE: Ive done it all. This world has nothing for me
???: I can give you the mind & soul of Dylan Klebold
BILLIONAIRE: Hm. Jack me in

Got that kind of depression where if my animal crossing helper buddy is nice to me I fucking burst into tears I guess

Tired and angry about being scared all the time. Feeling like a beaten animal for twelve hours of my day is wasted fucking time. And I don't want to be angry anymore. I don't.

Sidenote I HATE working on horny art when I feel like shit. This is so unfortunate. Like I would love to be a silly little pervert about my amazing art right now but I am struggling

I want to feel like I'm doing well again. I want to be able to see my work and my life and feel good about it. And I did, for a while. I felt a positive shift in what I'm doing and what I'm working to achieve. Why do I feel like I'm slipping? How do I stay on track?

I had a good few days. I'm grateful for them.

After this market, I'm putting us on a temporary social media ban. No more of this shit. No more fearmongering and anger. Nothing is helping this feeling other than quiet and meaningful time with our partner. Therapy only goes so far. Meds only do so much. Do something else now, and do better. 🕯️

It's probably worse right now because I'm really nauseous and overly full feeling. It always makes me more anxious feeling when I have a flare up and get nasty bloated like this. I hate this!

OHHHH I'm about to add you, watch out (muffy enjoyers FOREVER)

💉posting hehe -🥩

Eat you alive🩸

CREEPY AND WEIRD.

Presentlydean on April 3rd, 2024 online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted as sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes. and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other. there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well. i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

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I miss you, lost friends. I hope the sun is shining on your face, wherever you are.