saw a tiktok of the neighbourhood playing A Little Death, this feels like a sign to update that fic i left behind 6 years ago

not the biggest fan of the prompts i got for my exchange but hopefully my brain can come up with something 🤧🤧

was sitting alone at the dining table watching tiktoks and eating and heard the intro of sinners from the living room and shot up like a sleeper agent and ran to the living room to watch it with my parents. What a fucking great movie

can’t wait for heated rivalry s2 when we get edits of Ilya to Funeral by Phoebe Bridgers

maybe i should pick up smoking, at the end of the day ill be paying my own fucking insurance anyways

and i’m just so tired, so tired of giving so much and getting so little and i just wanna quit and go back to just being a uni student even though i love having my own money but fuck, i can’t i’m just so tired and so sad

thats not what i want to hear right now, i know that but i feel like SHIT, i feel like i fucking failure and i feel gross in my own skin on top of that and here comes one of my friends with a job she loves that pays well giving me the motivational talk like i love you but i don’t need it from YOU

i’m so overstimulated and overwhelmed and tired of everyone telling me i should quit my shitty job like i’m so kind of moron who doesn’t realize that and i come home crying and here come my parents to give me the rant that “working is hard and finding work is harder and-“ like

that’s enough for me 😭💕 as long as there’s one person commenting and cheering i’ll push through

anyway i love being latina, i love having grown up with latin american culture, i love how full of love we all are, every single thing bad bunny showed in his performance is an experience i’ve lived, that my people have lived and that’s amazing

love that i told my dad my close and personal friend Benito was performing and now him and my mom are out there calling him Benito too despite not liking his music 😭🫰

(also ty alex 💕💕)

i do hope so bc the hollanov fandom won’t know what hit them by the time i get there 🫵

LMAO YES 😭 it was a very small one, it just took me by surprise

every time i see someone say that hollanov’s daughter should be either jane, lily or irina i die inside at the complete display of idiocy and lack of common sense

chibi blobbie #valveplug

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#TF擬人化 #Humanformers #maccadam

“girl” is so gender neutral to me i’m not even joking

was in the heat of reading a fic and here comes a fucking earthquake to break my concentration 😒

who knew that writing a multichapter fic in my phone during work hours with no rush or intention to post would be so fun? :’) should’ve tried it sooner

my very good and personal friend Benito winning aoty :’)

should’ve expected that. sigh

the only down side to this is that i no longer have people who want to read my fics as i write them but oh well, i’ll learn to survive it ꃋᴖꃋ

He’d love the ocean

i want to thank megop for teaching me how to love writing again. unfortunately for this time around it’s another ship that will teach me that again. i won’t abandon my current multichapters but i gotta find my footing w/ something that feels fun and not like a chore 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Currently setting up ko-fi page to open comms properly, thinking of doing 5 slots at a time with options being flat colour or a full render. Needing to make some example pieces for flats since most of my works have been full renders 🫠

it’s 5 am and i’m crying over a fucking hollanov fanfic

shoutout to my irl bff who hasn’t seen heated rivalry but is still a sweetheart enough to read the fic i’m writing me and encouraging feedback 🥹🫰i crave praise so hard and she’s feeding right into my ego

Still okay? #hollanov #nsfw

a group of robots are standing next to each other in a dark room . ALT: a group of robots are standing next to each other in a dark room .

#PEZISOVERPARTY pez admitted to not liking cyberverse optimus #caughtin4k #fakeoptimusfan #cancelpezzglub #liarliarpantsonfire
@pezzglub.bsky.social you’re fake chump