i’m too old to have nothing else going for me

ghosted my therapist again,, wish i could just have normal relationships with people

felt. i’ve been vegetarian my whole life

going to model for a micro needling session tomorrow so perfect excuse to fast (heal faster)

tysm i appreciate you

i think i have a cavity for the first time ever what the hell

thank U

rare photos i took in my salon bathroom where i don’t hate my body

dyed some kid’s hair blue at beauty school today

i didn’t feel hot until i got this tramp stamp today

going dancing again so i’m gonna eat a proper meal. kind of fucked that this is the only time i do but i guess that’s the disorder part

tw

today is such a bad body image day,,i feel both too fat and too skinny at the same time

i was wearing the second outfit and i thought my waist looked defined/curvy but ig body dysmorphia can be a b*tch

i’m obsessed with this massive protein coffee, it literally tastes like horchata and has 24g and like 150 cal <3

why do i feel the need to fast just because it’s the last day of the month? this disorder makes no sense

lovely. you are very talented

most micro shorts ever?? / bc

<3

<3

i think i don’t have more weight to lose until i put tight clothes on

was tofu and brussel sprouts but still probably 1000 calories

did 20k steps today and now i’m having an entirely fried dinner

ty <3

i want to spend the day making art and not thinking about food

london fog cake <3

the only thing is that literally nothing fits and i can’t afford smaller clothing and even if i could, it doesn’t really exist lmao

losing weight so slowly. but very consistently so ig i’m not mad about it

97.8 🌟

98.4

i was violently hungover for eight hours yesterday,, do not recommend replacing water with champagne