i feel like a human being again

shoutouts to shaving against the grain once a week on specific parts of my face i need to bring that back

okay i feel a little more normal now thankfully LOL i think i just gotta find out how to balance everything properly. gonna lock in on school for the next little bit and we'll see how things go from there :)

i dont know what to do anymore because i feel nothing at this game, and i feel like my time has been wasted and ive squandered my potential in the field i love as well

genuinely considering quitting melee for the first time ever im so unbelievably tired

im academically struggling because of my time being spent towards melee, im T.O'ing events while having an anxiety attack every goddamn time, i miss so bad when i could go in and out of my hobby...

help

I Might Need To Get A Referral For ADHD Diagnosis

or im chopped idk also stimulants scare me like a lot

i cant wait for beatdown #100 to finish so i can pull like 5 allnighters to catch up on a class :)))))))))

did exactly as expected 🤢🤢🤢 choked an orly set bcuz i dont know how to di falcons throws 🤢🤢🤢

well i am mid i guess. gonna work hard not to be

A new Pit Stop has been added to the Voyage Tour!

B-Town Beatdown #100 on April 4th in Bloomington, IN!

Tournament link in reply!

okay so hear me out i should be a sh nair oos merchant instead of a fh nair oos merchant

i can probably fix this with really strict routines for my sleep and such but man it sucks to do and ive tried it for like 5 years to no real success

hate the part of me that is randomly more productive at like 1-2am instead of, like, noon, like a normal person

there is One stripped screw in this laptop im trying to take apart to replace the keyboard and so help me god i am gonna take it out

that and the one time i queued up unranked with fox to get a Single Soft Nair against bobby LMAOOOO

thank god my best sheik matchups are puff and sheik ditto i will Hopefully Never be caught by the temptation to play fox

- flubbed a dash upsmash and got dash attack instead on techchase
- thought dtilt uair killed me and then Stopping Looking At The Screen into dying to uair juggle lol
- missed my punish on upsmash on shield
- tried reverse fair and flubbed instead of getting tipper usmash (!!!!)
- got read offstage

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

okay im rlly proud of my run overall yesterday (and im especially happy that i feel great about how i played in a close set that i lost) but holy shit sheik samus might be like 80-20 it is unreal how much sheik just guts that character 😭😭

a smasher carpool leaving on time might have never happened in the history of this game (said with love to my carpool :3)

where's the joy where's the love is everything just a neutral b to you

does anyone know why doc players online play Like That

this game count record is Insane LOL

yknow generally it seems ppl rlly like playing me except for puff players, who Almost All have crashed out like crazy at one point or another when ive played them

think im doing good for the world

hope i can make the effort to get laser soon it might singlehandedly be the thing i feel the most incapable of handling day-to-day

its lock in or crash out season and Jesus Christ I Have Crashed Out

its okay we move forward, i guess

didnt do any of it to instead join a vc (i dont know why i keep doing this i dont rlly enjoy it lol) and i am here now, probably still gonna try to do my homework. alas

i have made the mistake of trying to stay up doing my homework and am feeling Not Well

(also im yapping today in general but fuck it i deserve to yap LMAO)