Let me know too cause it's feeling like an addiction atp

I can feel it, I'm pulling myself back up. So happy and excited about it!
I think it's the first time I'm actually excited to go through it and not just wish for it to be over

Story of my whole fucking life

Feeling so miserable lately

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He didn't just get me food but bought me a tub of ice cream too.. I'm gonna un-fat myself for the fall at least

me, crawling back to edsky after getting fat again

Same, weight blindness is horrifying

Alright day 5 going strong, the milestone will be to get through weekends with my bf offering food

Now that I think about it I'm just proving being a fatass by thinking about the kitchen first.. but who cares at least I'll cook something everyday without constantly feeling like everyone is gonna judge me

God I can't wait to move and have the fridge, the kitchen and everything else all to myself. I'd be so fucking happy

Post-binge regrets

just yesterday I was thinking "if only I got a sign to stop"

Hiya girls and gays I'm back after binging and being a big back for months until today I saw that croissants I've been globbing very last were full of mold on the bottom side.

My 927 steps would you send you into a coma I fear

No wonder I've been so hateful, down 3.5kg as of today and I simply don't have the energy to be irritated by anything/one

I knew there had to be something :c thanks!

Have any of you guys noticed that with considerable weight gain you become easily irritable and your mood is generally on the lower side? Like not just because of the obvious dissapointing fact but on the physical level too, like you can't help it even when you try? Everyone pisses me off suddenly

Private tracking was for the past disciplined me, going to hold myself accountable here - update my weight every week

Past morning I weighed in at 58.92 (bmi 23.6)

The main goal for now is to get back to at least 50

Guess who's gained 10 kilos over the course of a month (might've been longer, lost track of time). Got a huuge wake up call today while shopping...
Nothing fits as it should, fat jiggling around on my belly and looking horrible in my own clothes, let alone the ones I've tried on.

This might be the worst binge streak I've been on. I'm genuinely afraid of stepping on the scale, my body is so swollen, that I don't even recognize it...

When you get to the point where money is so scarce you start considering if life is even worth it anymore yk
I'm so tired of everything man

"gee, i don't know how you do it flug.." "I dunno how I do anything" flug comforts a stressed out glug

GLUG EVENT HAS CONCLUDED

Anything and everything, apparently

Be selfish and completely self centered

Gotta start acting like a man from now on, thinking of getting ahead in life & everything else should fall back on the second plan - love, relationships, family etc

Find a way to create inconveniences for them where they'd be pissed but unable to say anything

Don't sh, find a way to harm them. Fuck those lazy cunts

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Going back home for the holidays in a month. Wonder how that'll go, will they make me feel worse about myself or is there a chance that I'll genuinely get a rest and feel better after spending time with my family