how waking up after being the in mosh all night feels like

got my diagnosis

he cancelled it

I’m going to find the love of my life on the NL supercruise

they killed aba so I’m switching to jam 😭✌️

strive 2.0… is good.

o resumo da ópera é que eu vou ir 100% em fazer comissão pelo vgen ou coisa do tipo pela minha saúde mental pq eu não sou construido pra isso

(que ele descontou pq aparentemente pós processamento vale 900 reais + 350 do outro animador redesenhar enquanto oq eu fiz de 30 seg de animação colorido custa só 550)

cycle mesmo já estando tudo pintado e com efeitos
dai eu falei que não teria como eu continuar com o projeto, que eu tenho outras coisas pra fazer e não poderia dar mais atenção pra isso
ele falou “ok, vou passar pra outro animador do estudio aqui👍” e me pagou 150 reais (que eram pra ser 1500)

pior, era um freela que eu tava fazendo de animação pro estúdio do meu professor
a animação tava praticamente pronta desde dezembro e ele ficava me enrolando e me fazendo mudar uma coisa diferente e nada a ver toda vez (se contradizendo)
dai ele apareceu com papo q eu deveria redesenhar um walk

turns out the “compensation” was literally 20 bucks for a 30 second fully colored animation i did over the course of months because my professor would only reply to me 3 weeks after I would message him

a man in a striped shirt sits under a tree looking at the sunset ALT: a man in a striped shirt sits under a tree looking at the sunset

quitting my freelance “job” and getting payed more in compensation for doing free labour for months

the NGO anime was unironically great

NEEDY GIRL OVERDOSE anime support artwork

Artist: Abe Yoshitoshi (Phenomeno, Serial Experiments Lain)

for the first time in 3 months I have a bed and stopped sleeping on the ground, a proper desk setup and a wardrobe lol

Reading this helped me feel a bit better, thank you 😭 It’s hard still but I’ll try living one day at a time

I’m at the lowest point of my life I’m a bum I don’t leave my house more than once a month I have no irl friends I’m severely lonely and have zero will to do anything

update: haven’t even started it yet (or done anything else at all)

o/

Depression has been kicking my ass but at least I’m reading dramatical murder #YAOI #SWAG #RELATABLE

I’m in the middle of the process for OCD/AuDHD diagnosis so that’s something I guess

been NEETmaxxing this year and got nothing of worth done in 3 months

We’re back.

Less than 2 weeks until the game jam thing in my former uni fuuuuck I haven't done any game work this month

I'm excited to play some shoegaze on it using my brother's effect pedal that he got recently

Going to pick up my guitar from the music store tomorrow. So much stuff to do but we ball

Doing things I used to like doing and stopped. Feels great after such a long time

Bringing an It’s For You Dawg It’s Lit kinda vibe to 2026.

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