Trying to make art again while I can. Trying to get fixed medically while I can see a doctor. Trying to not break my back whole sleeping on a chair for months. Trying to get a meager inheritance to stay afloat, but at risk to lose it over technicalities.
Trying to salvage my life. Everytime things look like they'll finally resolve, it breaks down again.
Everything that could go wrong, has gone wrong. I'm hoping for some mercy today where a huge opportunity doesn't crumble to dust in my fingers.
OK for real new art tomorrow. Nerd to upload no matter what happens and get back to it as best I can.
Haven't been able to sleep in a proper bed for 3 months now. Hopefully that will change within a couple weeks. I have so many aches you guys.
Oh, new art tomorrow. I hoped today but haven't been able to get the energy and time together.
Oh and no April fools on any of that.
Giga Lilith For Macro March.
Sometimes you just want to feel something.
(🎧SOUND ON🎧)
VA: @empressreina.bsky.social
#macromarch #giantess #gigagiantess #animation
Great. It might take 2 more weeks. The issue that's been money I desperately need for a year and a half might be 2 more weeks. The money I need to hire people to take away a broken bed and to buy a new one. Looks like I'll be downing bottles of ibuprofen for a while. Fuck my back.
To bring us back to a baseline but still groove, I'm a big fan of 'Do The Whirlwind' by Architect in Helsinki. I also think this is one of Paul Robertson's underrated works. It's far more mellow to match the music, but it still has that healthy blend of unsettling he does youtu.be/gPefy4xnNpk
'The Music Scene' by Blockhead here is still my favorite late night blissed and or blitzed out watch. You could tell these animators were living their work here. youtu.be/NhheiPTdZCw
I'm not even the biggest Ska guy, but the few videos I'd found of Streetlight Manifesto became earworms for me, and THIS song, 'We Will Fall Together', has become an all timer for me. God that build up to the jazzy cut in to the drop, so fucking good youtu.be/SOqenYis1iQ
I'll get back to size stuff soon (making it and sharing it) but for rn I just wanna share some things I love.
Man I used to be on such an animated music video kick off and on for like more than a decade. Loved it when one opened me up to new favorite songs.
I'm sorry.
I'm here thanks to the kindness of friends.
It's nice to have some support, but I'm sorry I'm not all together, at the age of 40 even, in good financial, medical, or mental health.
It's a slow process, and I never had the support I needed growing up, other than to just keep me alive.
I've been in an issue where money owed to me has been tied up for a long time. It's supposed to be resolved soon. I'm hopeful, but if I get jerked around again I might lose it. I need that to afford a bed.
Fuck it's hard to sleep. Fuck my lower back is aching...
Because my luck is bad, my bed frame and box spring broke in December. I've been sleeping on a too small couch sectional for almost 3 months now. I'm fat, the coushibg have become flat, and my back fucking hurts. I'm hoping to be able to afford a new bed in a week or so, I hope.
Not dead yet. Slowly getting back to work as I work through my conditions. Doing better (not 100%fixed) on the thing that took me out for like a month, going to a follow up Dr visit Monday. Now tho been trying to mitigate leg and back pain.
Yeah it's been rough. Gonna try to get back to arting a bit this week but still playing it by ear, still need to take it easy, as I'm not all clear yet and can't afford to hurt myself. That said been kind of losing my mind being in bed so long. I want to make stuff and do shit.
Hey all. I am alive.
This last week I was finally able to see a doctor (slash get some form of Healthcare coverage assistance, God bless this f'king hell hole). I'm now starting to see some improvement, and can move around a bit better, and can actually carefully sit at my desk a bit!...
Still sick so still moving very slow. Trying to get small bits done when I can
Completed Asscrush YCH Variation 4 for ThatTinyJDS on Twit!
(thank you so much for your patience)
Full size (3x) now up on sub art sites linked in profile! New art ASAP!
#sizesky #Giantess
It's gorgeous
Also gotta be careful in this storm so I guess we'll see what happens. Gotta get through this
been a little bed ridden, hopefully feel up to a bit of work soon *I think*. Standing, walking, and sitting in certain positions is painful so while I'm dealing with it, been a lot of time on my back which hasn't felt great emotionally
In short
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Fuck losing the genetic lottery. This condition is hell and seems to pup up once or twice a year now for I guess the rest of my life? In quite a bit of pain, trying to do stuff soon. Just walking around the apartment is hell. It's been almost a week, the last time this happened it was about 2 weeks.
Great work on display here and on their catalogue on the whole, check the art, check the tags, lovely freaky fun
#sizesky
Completed Asscrush YCH Variation 3 for Mark45 on Eka's!
(thank you so much for your patience)
Full size (more than 3x) now up on sub art sites linked in profile!
New one going up soon!
#sizesky
#giantess
Got held up Sunday, new completed piece later today on Monday
This book is so important for us. Getting to work with @spokleart.bsky.social and now having a series with a foundation for tons of size stories. ☺️
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#farting #giantess #femdom #domination #nsfw #onara #vore
Completed Hungout YCH Variation 1 for PetrAkula!
(thank you so much for your patience)
Full size (3x) now up on sub art sites linked in profile!
New one going up soon!
#sizesky
Hoisted by my own Picard
Because we're in hell
