missing all the random followers you used to get for doing nothing on here

that said, i do wish there was a private way to see them for your own posts, it can get lonely out here

oh damn the ios app doesn't register a url handler and bsky doesn't have bookmarks yet. how the hell are you supposed to get back to a post you saved?

was about to triumphantly proclaim that i'd solved the "what do you call a tweet on bluesky?" question and that the answer is definitely a skeet, decided to search first, and am glad to report that i'm only like the 214th person to think of it.

❤️ this place

(aspirational. i have no idea what that feels like)

that strange mix of satisfaction and accomplishment when you realize you actually did all the things on your todo list

is there no bluesky/birdsite cross poster yet?

if i ever figure out how to consistently do boring work it's so over

apparently there's a "clinically proven" video game that increases executive function / decreases adhd symptoms, but you have to get it prescribed through your doctor?? https://www.focus-go.com/

is there like a technique to it? never seemed like knowing how to do it was the blocker there

how is it that the one of the world's most hairless nations also happens to be the nation that invented and popularized toilets with builtin ass hair washers?

bell curve memeing my way through the cringe cycle. the optimal amount of cringe is not zero

absolutely

opened birdsite for a second, and man the whole showing views under each tweet thing just feels tacky

it's true, there's no winning. the only way to survive there is to grow your own personal collection of mental callouses, but then just makes you... callous

(proceeds to open drawer)

the fact that i can just open a drawer and take out a pill and magically have dopamine and motivation and focus half an hour later never ceases to amaze

been doing metta again and seem to have accidentally tipped over from scarcity mindset into abundance mindset. and have been feeling the desire to poast and journal and write again. related? yes i think so, correlation is not always not causation right?

but what are you gonna do with an amber relationship

was just trying to think how i'd want a friend to react if i got assaulted, and honestly an i'm sorry i love you hug seems pretty great

it's easier here for some reason. on twitter even though i'm a small account i still feel this subconscious pressure to behave in a way that's consistent with how i used to behave. account inertia i guess. probably no one else even notices or cares but it still feels constraining

i feel this. the worst part is that when they're under duress is exactly when they need help most but also when they're least able to teach

another day in the procrastination mines

a hard balance to strike. i just shamelessly unfollow and refollow as the whim strikes, but follower count is not a factor. if it's Meant To Be we'll reconnect

i would never

attempting to recruit some of brain's few remaining executive function neurons to ignore the "you should but another domain name! you could use it with bluesky!" refrain that brain has decided to broadcast on repeat. i give it 3 days max

i want this place to be a fresh-ish start for me

its an opportunity to reinvent myself but not from zero on an alt

noooo too used to the bird site! hitting cancel on a half written post here just oblivion holes it instead of saving it to drafts where i can never look at it again on my own time

nobody gonna mess with a dude with a 36" schlong

yea would love to!