Welcome to Wrexham has really sparked my interest in the Welsh language.

What are hobbies that I can do at my phone to help me out? I know, none of this seems healthy, but the dynamics seem to work well for my family. I travel for work and just the fact that Im in the same room of my family helps us all out.

Bitcoin mining interests me but its either going over my head, or I cant figure out what I am doing or how to do it. I think I could figure it out, but it seems it takes too much attention and I miss things in the TV shows that I need to stay alert enough to talk to my family about what is going on.

I tried to get into Crypto trading, but I am not good and it happens too fast. I dont like notifications on my phone.

Mobile games were good because if I found ones that I can pause or set down, I dont lose anything, and I can listen and put my head up when I need to. I wish that I could have something healthy like working out but that takes me away from the family.

I need a new hobby. The thing about having mobile games being your hobby is that while the family likes to watch TV shows together, it doesn't stimulate my brain enough, or numb it enough, so that Im not thinking about work.

Did anyone else watch, I'm Chevy Chase and You're Not? I'm curious if I was the only person that thought it was disingenuous? It felt like it was a piece that was supposed to exonerate the image of the man, but it didn't seem to have enough to make me believe that he really has changed.

"or you're last month" and you need to constantly be pushing yourself to get more and more. Again, I don't want to bleed people dry, as a former manager told me, but I would like to constantly help to get people what they want in a way they didn't think was possible. What is that and where?

I am, I need to find something new again, but go back into sales again. I like to help people out. I like to assist people in finding the things that they didnt know that were possible, but I don't like the 'feast or famine' aspect of sales. "You're only as good as you're last sale...

But Im not the type that can just do the bare minimum and put up with it. I was asked to do a job like that early in my career and Im happy that it got to a point that I was laid off and I was forced to find something new. "Spread the work out and slow down." I hated that. Maybe instead of where...

As this is my "scream into the void" platform, I need to get this thought out of my head. I'm upset where I'm at for work. I'm tired of people saying one thing and doing another. I don't know if I can take a pay cut though because my family enjoys my position...

I need to get a Halogi sticker on that wall.

This song always reminds me of Double Feature from RHPS.

I hated it. I felt like I was cheating, but it was a direct order. I'm not one to coast, but I don't like being ignored either. If I find a need, I fill a need and I find more things to do. I hate being a person that just says, "well, what are you going to do?"

Do I stay where its comfortable, but dial down my 'enthusiasm' or do I find something new?

I used to work for a manager that would tell me, "make sure to spread out the work so that you dont make the rest of us look bad." I would have days, sometimes weeks with nothing to do, but I was employeed.

I feel that I'm further away from people than I ever have been before. I never mean to push people away, but I get caught up in fighting fires, I've allowed relationships to go stagnant. The more connected we get, the further away we push people it seems. Its not intentional, it just happens.

Interesting. I sent out thank you cards to people that work for me, thanking them for the last year, and I had it sent back to me. No explanation. Keep in mind, I sent it to the store where the person works, and not a mailing address. They had to send it to my mailing address to return the card.

I'm fairly certain that Im stuck in 'fight or flight'. I am losing weight, but my belly keeps getting bigger (4xlt). I get irritable easily, I am constantly tired, I cant shut my mind off, always thinking about what I need to do at work. How do I get rid of this belly and get out of this cycle?

Im ready for my vacation.

I'm feeling pretty hopeless that things aren't going to get better at work. I wish that I could be the type of person that can 'wait it out' but I feel that I don't owe it to anyone to do that. I knew that this would be a challenge, but never guessed what I would be up against.

With all of the snow, I want to run outside and yell, "It's Clobberin' Time!" #TheThing

Also slightly related. I really miss listening to Mindless Self Indulgence. I wonder if anyone has ever made a cover band for them?

I need to either get back into doing karaoke on a regular basis or I need to start a cover band in Sioux Falls.

At this point, I really dont know what releasing the Epstein files will really do. Its not like "reason" is the M.O. for Drumpts fan base and he already has immunity.

"Hotel, Motel, Holiday Inn!" 😉 Now all I can think about is Destructive D'Lite!

Ha! I was so nervous, driving from Lincoln to Omaha, I was getting passed constantly! I didnt even think about the person at the hotel either! Luckily, I stay there a lot. 😀

This is going to sound terrible, but I hate having to feel like I'm a bad guy. I feel horrible but I think to myself, "Doesn't this person realize how BAD that this could be if I was someone else? Why do I have to feel like I kicked a person's dog, when there are others that WOULD kick their dog?!"

I keep singing to myself today, "I'm a hottie, bald head, big body."