Thank u friendo 🥺
One day I’m gonna be so skinny that the word fat doesn’t ever come anywhere close to me ever again.

It was sooo messed up dudeee 😭😭
He overheard me talking to another coworker about how the scrubs machine spat out the wrong size again. It was a 2X and I’m a medium so it looked baggy on me. What’s weird is like, wouldn’t wearing baggy clothes make you look smaller???

Yes please, can I sit in the passenger seat while you do? 🥺💛

Do I look fat? I know I’m chubby and gotta lose again but surely I don’t look fat right? ☹️☹️☹️

I can’t stop crying ughhh ☹️💔
That’s so true tho. He’s an asshole. I hate being picked on for my weight so much I cannot stop crying.

Also what’s so fucking triggering too is that he’s not wrong. He’s not fucking wrong I’ve gained so much weight and haven’t lost it yet. It’s been months and I haven’t lost the weight back.

Yeah and suddenly dinner sounds incredibly unappealing : (

I was so shocked that I couldn’t say anything back for a whole min. I put my hand on his shoulder and reminded him how lucky he is that im a nice person. Stg if this wasn’t a professional setting I would beat his ass into oblivion

A coworker just told me I look fat.

What sucks abt the sweater tho is I got it from sheiiinnn <\33
I just hope the cats aren’t AI generated. I keep finding shirts online that are so cute but are AI generated. It’s so annoyinggg

XD
Thank uuu! I love your fashion so much too. <33

Yayy! Thank uu. I didn’t end up wearing it out tho bc it got too cold for the skirt again. 😭💔

Why am I so uncomfy in social situations?
I often feel so lonely but when opportunity for connection arrives i’m uncomfy.
I know I’ve social anxiety but why? What’s stopping me from being present? It’s as if I’ve nothing to say to people, like I’ve no interest.

This is my outfit today : 3

I’m not doing well at all tbh ☹️
Considering possibly admitting myself to psych if it doesn’t get better soon.

That’s reassuring 🥺💛
But I’m pretty sure the corner store has an idea cause once I bought up all their fresh baked cookies and a package of chocolate pretzels and icecream. All for myself, but little did they know I’d be next to a toilet on the floor during my consumption.

I wanna b/p : (
Or get drunk or high or just fucking anything to escape my body.

Do ppl think I’m gross for binging?
Do ppl look at me the way I look at myself?

I stepped on the scale today at the docs and crashed out in their clinic. ☹️💔
I sobbed so loud that I think ppl outside the clinic could hear me.

I b/p last night again. I think I’m gonna take a break from ßłüşķy for a little bit. Or from the world over all idk lol

I say this as if I’m not already fat and disgusting. I always have been. I should just kms

Will binging once a week make me fat? I have so far binged once a week for almost a month now and I just don’t think I’m capable of stopping myself anymore. I try and try and try and the pig still resides within me. I never know when to stop I’m a gluttonous pig.

Your accentttt is so prettyyyy : 3
I have the most valley girl American accent you will ever hear tbh.

I binged and I don’t wanna see my friends for craft night anymore out of fear they will have lots of food and I don’t trust myself around food. I hate myself so much.
BED makes me want to kms.

I used to have such an easy time w restricting. Like it was so easy and I even enjoyed it? I don’t know what happened.

I hate myself

im like actually a fat monster i do not belong here

The food noise is so loud today it’s making me want to kms ☹️
I’m so exhausted.
Im know im not hungry and it’s just hormones. If I eat it won’t satisfy anything. I’ll just feel even more uncomfortable.
Maybe I’ll go straight to bed when I get home.

OHHHH tbh I thought maybe that’s what you were talking abt but then for some reason second guessed myself and thought maybe it was a type of new candy. LMAOOO