@begonepots "YOU SEEM KIND OF DISTANT THESE DAYS." It's not emotional distance—it's energy depletion. Chronic illness doesn’t just take a toll on the body—it takes a toll on how someone connects. Fatigue, overstimulation, and pain often make simple things like texting back or making small talk feel overwhelming. People may seem distant, but it’s not because they’ve stopped caring—it’s because they’re trying to protect what little energy they have left. There’s a constant trade-off between rest and engagement, between survival and connection. They’re not pulling away—they’re just managing a body that doesn’t always give them the freedom to show up fully. It’s painful to feel misunderstood when what they really want is to be closer—but can’t. In My Shoes: Imagine caring deeply about people—but rarely having the capacity to show it. @begonepots

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Haha well that's actually quite reassuring to find out that I'm not the only one who's like that!
Which youtubers do you like watching the most for when it comes to horror games? I'm curious haha
That's great that you're able to feel okay playing them with friends though!

They're so adorable!! 🥹

A NGL anonymous message: single or in a relationship?

I am single lol

Exactly, that's the same for me! lol I think that's why i struggle with playing horror games, i can watch them fine but playing is a different thing completely 😂
Haha you never know, you could've been someone who secretly knows me, but I assumed you probably weren't!

A NGL anonymous message: What are 3 songs or albums you've been in love with, as of late? :) Wishing you have a lovely sunday full of joy and sunshine (sunshine emoji and pink heart emoji).

This one was from a while ago sorry for the late reply! 💕
Black Madonna by Cage The Elephant
Everywhere by Fleetwood Mac
She's Gone by Daryl Hall & John Oates
I've been listening to these songs the most, but I've been listening to all of those artists songs on random on repeat.

A NGL anonymous message: Any games you're playing right now?

I've been in a bit of a gaming slump recently so the only game I've been playing every now and then is Stardew Valley.

Yummy! Great flavour choice!!
I HAVE! actually I tried it recently, the strawberries add a nice flavour and sweetness but they kinda disappear in the baking process somehow lol
It still works, the blueberries stay in place but the strawberries just leave holes in the muffins

Yep, totally, not AT ALL!
I know I love horror but I don't need ominous shit like this lmao
Hmm...was it you? Are you the one who knows me 👀 haha

They are!!! I've tried making strawberry muffins too, but blueberries work SOOO much better! Ooh what flavour? 😍

A NGL anonymous message: do you want kids eventually?

I'm not sure anymore, I think I would still like to have a kid someday!
When I was younger I was always adamant about having a kid by the time I'm 28, but now I'm not so sure. I've got some issues that I need to sort out before I think about bringing a child into this world.

Oh those are some good choices!! It's funny because I regularly make blueberry muffins, also sorry for making you hungry with the question lol

Haha well it's a good thing you looked up then or you wouldn't have gotten such a beautiful photo! 🌸

A NGL anonymous message: I know who you are.

This is like the start of a horror movie haha
Well, that's for you to know and for me to probably never find out!
...it's not exactly like I'm anonymous on here anyway, I do show myself and my name and age lol

At least it's a tasty reward! 😂

A NGL anonymous message: Gg 🙃 (upside down face emoji)

Can't sleep so going to acknowledge my ngl messages that I've left for a little too long, sorry haha

Not really much to say to this one... gg I guess?

So gorgeous and your dress!!! 😍🖤

Repost if your account is a safe space for the trans community! 🏳️‍⚧️

They're the best 🍓

They look so yummy! 🖤

That's incredible! Lucky day for you then haha

I hope everything will be okay, stay safe! 🩷

They're so pretty! You captured such a beautiful photo of those blossoms! 🌸🩷

Ooh that all looks SO good! 😍

Well, I'm just glad you brought this to my attention! Thank you for sharing information about all of this, i appreciate knowing instead of staying in the dark.

Oh wow.. thank you for showing me this! I'd been moots with that person since the beginning of being on bsky and as a pansexual person I am very taken aback by this behaviour!

Oh I didn't even know about this! This is the first time I'm hearing about this so I don't know anything about it, but that sounds pretty messed up...

Absolutely stunning! 😍 your hair is so pretty! 🤍

Top 5 baked goods (pastries/desserts) 🤍